earlier in the evening I planned this entry as starting with "Motherfucking bastard" or something creative like that... but two sam adams and one old friend reunion later, i've almost forgotten the shitty relationship drama that drew me onto the internet in the first place.
But i'm here now, so i'll briefly spew the kind of filth that i constantly rave about detesting on internet journals.
boyfriend sucks blah blah blah. Er, let me put this another way. Sounds bad from the start: dating the boss. So inherently the relationship is inhibited because it has to be kept secret from a lot of people. Apparently all people, i feel like it doesn't exist at all. I hate to sound materialtistic too, but in a year he's only spent the night once because we'd driven home from a work function in boston at around 2 am. and he'd be a damned fool not to. we never do anything, but I'm always hearing about all the adventures he and his best friend go on. And yeah, best freind's a chick but he's not sleeping with her and even if he was I would care, it's all the "dates" they go on that I never get that piss me off.
Last. Was in prison for two years, been out about three, almost done with parole but not quite. This doesn't bother me ethically or whatever but it does put another strain on our relationship because he follows the rules to a T so I can't drink in his presence, we can't do anything out of state (which is ten min. away damnit) blah blah blah.
So tonight he casually tells me about his latest adventure with the other gal - planned to go to a car show that rained out so they went to MFA in boston instead. Didn't think of it until hours later and I literally shot up in bed I was so furious. How many times have I asked him to go to a hockey game at the fleet center or antyhing involving boston and been told he can't leave the state.
I was so pissed i did the admittedly stupid thing and called him up at midnight. I stammered a bit, said I couldn't sleep and finally admitted that it botheredme when he said he'd been to boston. he said he'd call me tomorrow. 'kay.
So I hope no one wasted time and waded through this, I'm going to finish off the wine now and I'd offer you some as a reward for putting up with my overreaction come down techniques.
I. DETEST. "rElAtiOnShiPs". fuck.
But i'm here now, so i'll briefly spew the kind of filth that i constantly rave about detesting on internet journals.
boyfriend sucks blah blah blah. Er, let me put this another way. Sounds bad from the start: dating the boss. So inherently the relationship is inhibited because it has to be kept secret from a lot of people. Apparently all people, i feel like it doesn't exist at all. I hate to sound materialtistic too, but in a year he's only spent the night once because we'd driven home from a work function in boston at around 2 am. and he'd be a damned fool not to. we never do anything, but I'm always hearing about all the adventures he and his best friend go on. And yeah, best freind's a chick but he's not sleeping with her and even if he was I would care, it's all the "dates" they go on that I never get that piss me off.
Last. Was in prison for two years, been out about three, almost done with parole but not quite. This doesn't bother me ethically or whatever but it does put another strain on our relationship because he follows the rules to a T so I can't drink in his presence, we can't do anything out of state (which is ten min. away damnit) blah blah blah.
So tonight he casually tells me about his latest adventure with the other gal - planned to go to a car show that rained out so they went to MFA in boston instead. Didn't think of it until hours later and I literally shot up in bed I was so furious. How many times have I asked him to go to a hockey game at the fleet center or antyhing involving boston and been told he can't leave the state.
I was so pissed i did the admittedly stupid thing and called him up at midnight. I stammered a bit, said I couldn't sleep and finally admitted that it botheredme when he said he'd been to boston. he said he'd call me tomorrow. 'kay.
So I hope no one wasted time and waded through this, I'm going to finish off the wine now and I'd offer you some as a reward for putting up with my overreaction come down techniques.
I. DETEST. "rElAtiOnShiPs". fuck.
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And now your probably saying who teh hellis this guy. well I'm jsut your freindly neighborhood fallen angel.
Todd