annisa

kind of a dreary day...with the weather to match


woke up..went to the doctors..no insurance makes me an unhappy girl
I am having some digestive problems that will probably take a zillion trips to the doctor and even more money to figure out the cause. As of now...doc thinks I am somewhat malnourished..not diet related..just not absorbing nutrients..what the fuck? why eat? it's all too hilarious because I eat insanely healthy..oh well..he gave me an injection of b12, the thought of administrating these to myself on a regular basis doesn't quite sit well
and then an estimate of my next bill ..thanx doc..

oh, and he took my temperature and was like, you know you have a fever? 99.8? and I was like, "yeah, that happens a lot..my temperature goes up and down" he looked at me funny and said that he would take it again before I left...he did and it was 98.6..now at home I have a fever again..I forgot that that was weird

after the doctors..it was off to a funeral, never a good thing..I didn't know the deceased very well, but I went to be there for someone who did... not to sound horribly clich, but I really don't know what to do in that situation..I haven't been to a lot of funerals..it seems that people die when I am not around or after they move...I guess there really are no words

looks like Alaska is going to happen..I just needed to kind of dig down and see if I was ready to leave home again..man, am I going to be cold...this girl does not do well in low temperatures...and now I can not get the song "Alaska", by "Voluptuous Horror of Karen Black" out of my head
if you are not familiar with the band

I adore her...so much..I think she is perfection


Dawn Of The Dead is on in the background..I don't feel well, and I could still take out two of those zombies if they fumbled into my room. Rage infected from 28 Weeks Later..not so much. Have I ever mentioned my obsession with that movie? love, love, love it...I have the dad on my computer as my screen saver...but, it needs to go...because if I leave the computer on and happen to wake up from a nightmare..it doesn't help

ok...last but not least...I have a set up in member review shot by CashCow
go take a look and leave me some love
xoxoxo

Home Again





time to play with my cat..he has a pipe cleaner in his mouth and is looking at me like..what the fuck?
I know your jealous that my cat plays catch