annii

Yeay!! I've almost caught up on all of my bills!! And I haven't been drunk in almost a full week now!! Yeay!!! I've finally returned to sanity!! That was one of the longer, more intense crazy periods I think I've ever had. Or at least I was the most aware of it happening while it was happening, I just couldn't figure out why I was doing it or how to stop it. Still not sure about either, but when I'm done, I'm done!! I'm just like that I guess. I don't foresee another relapse being likely until mid-January when school starts up, so that gives me more than a month to prepare!

Joining reality again can be a difficult thing, I'm behind on ever bill I have and I haven't done any school work all semester. But if anyone can come back from this, I can!! I've done it before, and knowing me, I'll have to do it again. It's ok, in the last 3 shifts at my new job, I've come home with $650 in cash, so if I can do that again in my next 3 shifts, I'll have all my bills up to date!! And it shouldn't be hard for me to research and write a 5 to 7 page term paper on the neuro mechanisms behind the timing malfunction in a dyslexic brain in 2 days. Then I just have to write a 10 page grant on my particle accelerator and take one 120 question final on neuroscience and I'll be golden!!

See, totally achievable!! K, I'm going to go have a bath while I sort out my references for my dyslexia paper...