Wow, life can sure be fun!!! Just did a 3 week drinking binge in which I found a job, joined some sports teams, made a bunch of new friends, and found a possible boyfriend!!! Totally different than my old depressed drinking behaviors!!! See, rehab helped!!! Sorry I haven't been on here much and haven't caught up on my messages, but I've actually been out and...
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oracle:
good luck
dangerous4tune:
So when you are out there running a round, take a camera, remove your clothes, and let someone take another set. We miss your naked form!!
Yay!! I moved back and now I can just go to my friend's house to use the internet 
No more pointlessly sitting alone in a bar I know starbucks has wifi too, but they close early-ish in COS apparently.... It's really good to be back!!! I'm getting tatoos done and I'll be doing photos soon, promise!!!! I even get to be in a photo for...
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No more pointlessly sitting alone in a bar I know starbucks has wifi too, but they close early-ish in COS apparently.... It's really good to be back!!! I'm getting tatoos done and I'll be doing photos soon, promise!!!! I even get to be in a photo for... Read More
codemonkeym:
A free tattoo sounds great! We look forward to more news from the Formula One Feline! 
We look forward to more news from the Formula One Feline! 
pmunk:
Hope the job searching is fairing well!
Well, I'm at the bar again... Small attention span, so I'll reply to my messages when I have a quieter place to read what they say... sorry, dyslexia makes it super hard to read in a bar. Seriously... Domo arigato mr. roboto...hahaha!!! I just moved down to the Springs (Colorado Springs) only an hour from Denver... But it helped to get away in order to...
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codemonkeym:
Starbucks has free wifi, too. And less alcohol. :-/
Hahaha, I'm sitting in a bar alone at the moment.... it's fun people watching! I actually came here because I wanted to use their Wifi....which I am, so my excuse to go to a bar worked...ha ha.
So I'm moving back to Denver... I made it two full months away from my home town, and I miss it. I feel as though I've learned the...
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So I'm moving back to Denver... I made it two full months away from my home town, and I miss it. I feel as though I've learned the...
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suispud1:
Does it qualify as an excuse if the reason is valid?
suicideking11:
Where did you move to for 2 months? I haven't talked to you in so long, and I've missed stuff!
Wow! I was just going through my messages, and there is a lot to catch up with!! If you all that want to chat/message with me again could please send me a new message, it would really save me the head ache of sorting out conversations that I started when I was on my drinking binge, so can't actually remember...lol! Please don't take offense that...
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zombox5000:
Nothing worth doing is ever easy, eh? You can get through it, though.
corneilus_wright:
Wow, your blog looks very similar to something I would have written. I hope that you are able to find some peace. Good luck with the job hunt.
K. I've switched cities and I'm looking for some new jobs. I've been 2.5 months alcohol free. All I have to do now is repair the blood circulation holes in my brain and avoid getting seriously depressed ever again.
I think I have it handled this time. Lol. I have a plan, it involves lots of exercise, out doors, and organic food.
I'm off Prozac...
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I've switched cities and I'm looking for some new jobs. I've been 2.5 months alcohol free. All I have to do now is repair the blood circulation holes in my brain and avoid getting seriously depressed ever again. I think I have it handled this time. Lol. I have a plan, it involves lots of exercise, out doors, and organic food.
I'm off Prozac...
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yarzonum:
keep up the good work! wishing you peace, stability, and confidence
coolhande:
Good to hear about all your research about brain and addiction and finding something you believe in.Caffiene is def the most widely used drug. You still in CO? What are you doing to be active... hiking.. rock climbing, biking?
Hi everyone
I'm back finally. Rehab saved my life for sure
I'll tell you more about it soon.
I'm back finally. Rehab saved my life for sure
I'll tell you more about it soon.
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coolhande:
Good to hear.
codemonkeym:
Welcome back! 
Well, I'm headed to rehab... My idea, but friends and family are paying. Should be interesting... Don't expect and posts or messages for a month...
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pmunk:
Best wishes on a speedy and happy recovery! Look forward to seeing you in a month
millerman325:
Hope it's gping well!
Hehehe!! Still haven't gotten any cleaning done, but it's the week after finals, so I should be able to relax, I think...
I did achieve it btw... I got my technical paper on neuroscience written (got a 95%), got my summary of the NSF grant writing process done, with an outline of my particle accelerator project, and I took the neuroscience final (think I bombed...
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I did achieve it btw... I got my technical paper on neuroscience written (got a 95%), got my summary of the NSF grant writing process done, with an outline of my particle accelerator project, and I took the neuroscience final (think I bombed...
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albertonio:
Is the NSF grant writing proceedure thingy for a class? I wouldn't mind reading it!
annii:
sort of, it's going to be my senior thesis.
yay!! I feel almost sane today!! I'll be ok soon, promise!!
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zombox5000:
Wish you luck with that, darling. Sounds like you've had it rough, but until you make the decision, surround yourself with the tools and mean it all - its never gonna happen.
luis_007:
Sanity is a madness put to good use.
-George Santayana
-George Santayana
It's really hard to smile after the week I've had!!!! Actually I'm crying at the moment, but you know, I'm a girl... It's a solution to problems, not a problem in itself... If you've seen It's Always Sunny, I totally feel like Charlie right now!!!!
K, just texted my manager and pretty much told him, if he doesn't want to be nicer to me, I'm...
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annii:
If I was depressed in the 80s, I don't know if I would have survived... but now there's blogging.... It makes you feel like someone is listening.
luis_007:
things will get better in time.
I just had the most fun daydream about a unique strip club. I think I need to find investors and make it!!! It would be awesome!!!!
I'm working on a grant proposal for the NSF. I need to have a 10-paged draft done by Friday at the latest. I hope to have it done before I go to sleep...
Something in my gastrointestinal system is...
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I'm working on a grant proposal for the NSF. I need to have a 10-paged draft done by Friday at the latest. I hope to have it done before I go to sleep...
Something in my gastrointestinal system is...
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danger_diabolik:
So I'm dying to know what makes your idea for a strip club "unique". Do tell! Please.
I hope your gastro-intestinal issues get sorted out quickly. Yikes!
I hope your gastro-intestinal issues get sorted out quickly. Yikes!
nvr_ndr21_13:
Ahhhh intestinal issues sound no bueno! I agree time to start taking care!
I'm curious bout this daydream as well hmmmmmmm... Please elaborate
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I'm curious bout this daydream as well hmmmmmmm... Please elaborate
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