So I seriously can't put into words how great it was to see my set on the front page of SG. I was so excited and happy that I actually teared up for a second. Don't worry, I was promptly made fun of for it. All is as it should be because I'm a nerd lol.
Ever since I was younger I thought of SG's as these strong, beautiful, amazing girls. Elite, even. I wanted to be like them but I just told myself I was too awkward, too ugly, too shy, too everything... so I just forgot about it. I've always been kind of lack luster like that, drifting around and trying to find myself. Trying to find something that I wanted enough to work for it. Then, when finally asked point blank by DavieGlass what I wanted, the first thing that I could think of that I wanted to do but I had never tried for before, I said "You know, I want to be a Suicide Girl." He pushed me to try. And I'm so glad that I did.
Years of retainers and head gear, being awkwardly gawky and under weight all through high school, teased for being the arty nerd girl who ate her lunch alone in the painting studio at my tiny private prep school. SG has given me a place to be me. Awkward, nerdy, Pokemon-loving, crude little me. And I have all of you to thank for that. Thank you, guys ♥
Okay, enough gushy lameness. I'm addicted to Tumblr (<-- follow me?) now. Porphyria, I blame you for this after you said how addicted you had gotten I stupidly had to check it out. Such a splendid place of gifs to represent every movie I love. And pictures of octopi :3 Ooh it's magical.
I hope I'll have something more substantial to talk about soon. I shot a couple of sets in Hell City that I'm excited and nervous to see. And I'm hoping to go to Tattoolapalooza in Miami in January, maybe, possibly, finances permitting, and see Alissa and anyone else who may be going. Fingers crossed!
Anyways, I'm going to go back to watching my new favorite TV show (aside from The Walking Dead and Dexter), An American Horror Story. It's so good I can barely look away! *sips hot chocolate*
Ever since I was younger I thought of SG's as these strong, beautiful, amazing girls. Elite, even. I wanted to be like them but I just told myself I was too awkward, too ugly, too shy, too everything... so I just forgot about it. I've always been kind of lack luster like that, drifting around and trying to find myself. Trying to find something that I wanted enough to work for it. Then, when finally asked point blank by DavieGlass what I wanted, the first thing that I could think of that I wanted to do but I had never tried for before, I said "You know, I want to be a Suicide Girl." He pushed me to try. And I'm so glad that I did.
Years of retainers and head gear, being awkwardly gawky and under weight all through high school, teased for being the arty nerd girl who ate her lunch alone in the painting studio at my tiny private prep school. SG has given me a place to be me. Awkward, nerdy, Pokemon-loving, crude little me. And I have all of you to thank for that. Thank you, guys ♥
Okay, enough gushy lameness. I'm addicted to Tumblr (<-- follow me?) now. Porphyria, I blame you for this after you said how addicted you had gotten I stupidly had to check it out. Such a splendid place of gifs to represent every movie I love. And pictures of octopi :3 Ooh it's magical.
I hope I'll have something more substantial to talk about soon. I shot a couple of sets in Hell City that I'm excited and nervous to see. And I'm hoping to go to Tattoolapalooza in Miami in January, maybe, possibly, finances permitting, and see Alissa and anyone else who may be going. Fingers crossed!
Anyways, I'm going to go back to watching my new favorite TV show (aside from The Walking Dead and Dexter), An American Horror Story. It's so good I can barely look away! *sips hot chocolate*
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dika:
Miss ur face darling!!!! Bout fucking time u went pink!!
zephyr:
<3 You are seriously the best. And I haven't had a chance to watch American Horror Story yet, but I've heard nothing but good things about it. I have them recorded and I think I'm going to start them this week. >.<