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*sigh* I hate waking up to drama, it's never a good way to start the day.

I honestly wish I could have addressed this to the person in private, but my 'creepiness' got me permablocked. Plus I need to vent every once in a while. :menstruation:

I don't care if you like me. Not very many people like me. I don't care about that. But stop wandering around SG calling me 'tasteless' and 'creepy'. I may very well be tasteless and creepy in general, and if you feel that way, just keep it to yourself. My work is exactly that, my work, and I don't judge what you do for a living nor can help that people find what I do funny/interesting and want to talk to me about it. Thank you, and I'll just leave it at that.

That being said, let's focus on things that make me smile.



Now that's I'm back home, things have been really great between me and Lucas. I obviously still have my trust issues, but he's been so great lately that I think this may actually work now.

Although, I have to say his bringing up that he wants us to have more kids really threw me for a loop. I thought my crippling post partum after Raegan and everything that that caused would have deterred him from seeking more offspring with me,. I dunno, the good side of that is he's constantly talking about our future together, kids, us getting married, the house...all good things.

Oh, speaking of the house! Some of you are aware that there was a bad house fire in my back yard a couple weeks ago that destroyed most of my yard and my gazebo.

Anyways, Lucas has these elaborate plans to rebuild it bigger and better than ever. We're going to make it into a big wet bar inside with a pit grill, we're getting a 2 beer built in keg tap and a fully stocked liquor cabinet. We're going to have lagoon style pool with the built in pool bar stools that come right up to the gazebo, a grotto in one corner and a raised hot tub in the other. We're getting started this weekend

Hmm what else? OH! So I've been playing with my hair a little lately. I've been really wanting to get some long 18 inch extensions (the obviously fake scene girl kind lol). They're really expensive so i figured I'd try some cheap real hair ones i found for like $20. I spent the last 2 days sewing and resewing them, since I've never done this before lol. The end result came out really nice!

Also, I took some pictures of myself the other night before going out. Nothing spectacular, just don't have many picture of myself nowadays. Let alone with the red hair.





Also, I found this picture in a "creepy things thread" on 4chan an just fell in love with it. I may blow it up an hang it in the house somewhere. I'm not sure who it is or who it's by, so if anyone knows, please tell me!



Hmm, what else can I write about. Oh, one of you kind SG members out there gave me a call on my new line I've been promoting, and I can't thank you enough!
Long story short, you ad doesn't show up without ratings, but you only get ratings from taking calls, so he kindly called me and and wrote me a spectacular review. If anyone else wants to help me out, or just wants to call you can PM to set up a time when I'll be on. I've decided to send a free print as a thank you to all of you who call (Oohh what incentive! lol)
I'm seriously hoping I can get this up and running so I can quit the other line I work for, I just need to be able to get enough reviews to show up somewhere other than the 50th page x.X lol



Also, I found the really epic pictures on some random website by Jorge Miguel









Okay, that's all for now I guess