annamei

went to tucson yesterday for my bestest bestest friend from childhood's brother's wedding reception. i really hate tucson which is why i haven't really been back since i moved from there when i was 16. everything seemed so much smaller then i remember....

all of my childhood friends are either married or married with children or just have children.... it was kind of depressing but it also made me realize how little freedom to pursue my future and my goals if i did have a kid. i am not ready yet, but when i am, i will name my little girl sadra (i'm stealing it from bjrk - it is her daughter's name but i don' t think she will mind)