Sometimes I feel like the person I was/am here is much more me, than in "real life". Perhaps it's because in a place like this and considering the age I was, I formed and truly became my own creation. Maybe it is rather too idealised and that's what makes it so appealing.. but I feel like I don't express myself well in real life and i just try to be polite and appropriate and make things as quick and painless as possible. Somehow life trundled on and with it, a big part of my creativity and self expression. So many people I met on here feel like "my people" but we've all dispersed to a certain degree, I miss that sense of belonging. Those days were so dreamy and so sweet with such few responsibilities and so much innocence. Such is life.. :-/ :-) x
