wow... you are all far too lovely and kind 
im so happy that people liked my set! and the weather here has been gorgeous the past couple days, so its really been like the best week EVER. well at least ive been given a reason to smile, which hasnt happen in a while. so i appreciate it, more than you could know.
still going through friend requests and the like, please forgive me if im slow! i wanted to answer a few questions and make some comments though, if you dont mind...
first off, yeah, my eyes are fucking huge! i have my mommas eyes, actually my sisters and i all do. haha and i also have freakishly large pupils, theyre always like that and i dont know why. and i wasnt even high in those pictures! i had my regular morning smoke that day but i held off after that because i didnt want to look all funny. and trust me, i look pretty fucking weird when im high, its so damn obvious.
i didnt realize how much of an angry man-hater i sounded like until some people pointed it out. im really not always like this, you just caught me at a bad time, you know? i get really high hopes when i meet someone that is beautiful and amazing but i also have this tendency to crash and burn. i ask too much and im willing to give too much, that seems to be the recurring theme. and i am also hopelessly attracted to
skinny emo-ish boys that wear girl jeans and have dark hair that gets in their eyes and also always seem to be in love with someone else.
anyhow, if you ever talk to me in person you will find that i am actually a rather nice girl. i have issues just like everyone but i try to not shove them in other peoples' faces. i wrote all of that shit when i didnt think anyone really read what i wrote.
oh yes, and i know that i didnt put anything about music in my profile. i just really hate being judged by my taste in music. for a few reasons, #1) my taste is wide and varied, it is impossible to pin me down into one category, and i hate it when people try to do that to me #2) there will always be those people who think it is a sin to listen to mainstream music, who try so goddamn hard to be as obscure as possible, and to them i send a big 'fuck you.' #3) its a pain in the ass to make lists. i really dont like doing it.
having said that, here are some comments on my music. i go through phases, i tend to listen to the same 3 or 4 cds for weeks and months and then ill switch to something else. (with the exception of bright eyes, which has been in my cd player non-stop for the past four or five years.) here is what has been in heavy rotation as of late: bright eyes of course, johnny cash, the beatles, the yeahyeahyeahs, the killers, gillian welch, the violent femmes, kanye west, sublime, damien rice, zeppelin, the stones, snoopdogg, ray charles... get it? good. i love finding new artists to listen to, i am just lazy about it. so if you have any suggestions, feel free to offer them up!
those black and whites that were in an earlier journal entry were shot by the same lovely man who did my sg set, if you didnt visit the site before, do it now, damnit! oh yes, and i had some comments on the lighting of the mellow yellow set, and actually it looked much different when it was shot. (for those of you who dont know, sg edits the photos when we send them in) it was originally rather dark, which is what i personally like, but you know the whole washed-out thing isnt too bad either!
and last but not least... haha no im not really a young republican. that was a bit of a joke. i think partisanship sucks and i dont identify myself with any party, although i will say that my political views are quite conservative. yes, kids, i am sorry but its true. if i had no respect for myself i would pretend to be a bleeding-heart liberal, but i just cant do it. id feel a hell of a lot cooler, because being a conservative does not usually win me a lot of friends. but oh well, at least i know what i believe in.
this entry is longer than i had anticipated but its about to get longer. ive been online a lot the past couple of days, ive been going to osu and using the computer lab. i dont even go to this school. but shhhh.... they dont know that.
a fantastic thing happened to me last nite. do you ever buy a cd, listen to it a few times, and youre just not sure how you feel about it? but then one day you put it in and all of the sudden its like 'ok... i get it now.' well, ive had digital ash in a digital urn since the week it came out, and i listened to it a few times then i put it away, i just wasnt feeling it i guess. but last nite i found it, put it in, laid down on my bed and watched the sun set through my bedroom window. i cant even explain.... it was so beautiful, it hurt. and now, whenever i listen to it my heart beats so hard and fast that i feel like its going to explode and my stomach flips like im on a roller coaster. i dont know what it is, but i like it. it makes me want to be in love, so we can sit in a dark room and hold hands and listen to it and not say a word.
well i just spent an hour trying to find a photo editing program on these goddamn computers. but alas i can find none. i wanted to add some photos i have taken but theyre too big and im getting frustrated so ill just have to do it some other time... but i have to go for now. take care lovelies, we will talk again very soon!
im so happy that people liked my set! and the weather here has been gorgeous the past couple days, so its really been like the best week EVER. well at least ive been given a reason to smile, which hasnt happen in a while. so i appreciate it, more than you could know.
still going through friend requests and the like, please forgive me if im slow! i wanted to answer a few questions and make some comments though, if you dont mind...
first off, yeah, my eyes are fucking huge! i have my mommas eyes, actually my sisters and i all do. haha and i also have freakishly large pupils, theyre always like that and i dont know why. and i wasnt even high in those pictures! i had my regular morning smoke that day but i held off after that because i didnt want to look all funny. and trust me, i look pretty fucking weird when im high, its so damn obvious.
i didnt realize how much of an angry man-hater i sounded like until some people pointed it out. im really not always like this, you just caught me at a bad time, you know? i get really high hopes when i meet someone that is beautiful and amazing but i also have this tendency to crash and burn. i ask too much and im willing to give too much, that seems to be the recurring theme. and i am also hopelessly attracted to
skinny emo-ish boys that wear girl jeans and have dark hair that gets in their eyes and also always seem to be in love with someone else.
anyhow, if you ever talk to me in person you will find that i am actually a rather nice girl. i have issues just like everyone but i try to not shove them in other peoples' faces. i wrote all of that shit when i didnt think anyone really read what i wrote.
oh yes, and i know that i didnt put anything about music in my profile. i just really hate being judged by my taste in music. for a few reasons, #1) my taste is wide and varied, it is impossible to pin me down into one category, and i hate it when people try to do that to me #2) there will always be those people who think it is a sin to listen to mainstream music, who try so goddamn hard to be as obscure as possible, and to them i send a big 'fuck you.' #3) its a pain in the ass to make lists. i really dont like doing it.
having said that, here are some comments on my music. i go through phases, i tend to listen to the same 3 or 4 cds for weeks and months and then ill switch to something else. (with the exception of bright eyes, which has been in my cd player non-stop for the past four or five years.) here is what has been in heavy rotation as of late: bright eyes of course, johnny cash, the beatles, the yeahyeahyeahs, the killers, gillian welch, the violent femmes, kanye west, sublime, damien rice, zeppelin, the stones, snoopdogg, ray charles... get it? good.
i love finding new artists to listen to, i am just lazy about it. so if you have any suggestions, feel free to offer them up!
those black and whites that were in an earlier journal entry were shot by the same lovely man who did my sg set, if you didnt visit the site before, do it now, damnit!
oh yes, and i had some comments on the lighting of the mellow yellow set, and actually it looked much different when it was shot. (for those of you who dont know, sg edits the photos when we send them in) it was originally rather dark, which is what i personally like, but you know the whole washed-out thing isnt too bad either!
and last but not least... haha no im not really a young republican. that was a bit of a joke. i think partisanship sucks and i dont identify myself with any party, although i will say that my political views are quite conservative. yes, kids, i am sorry but its true. if i had no respect for myself i would pretend to be a bleeding-heart liberal, but i just cant do it. id feel a hell of a lot cooler, because being a conservative does not usually win me a lot of friends. but oh well, at least i know what i believe in.
this entry is longer than i had anticipated but its about to get longer. ive been online a lot the past couple of days, ive been going to osu and using the computer lab. i dont even go to this school. but shhhh.... they dont know that.
a fantastic thing happened to me last nite. do you ever buy a cd, listen to it a few times, and youre just not sure how you feel about it? but then one day you put it in and all of the sudden its like 'ok... i get it now.' well, ive had digital ash in a digital urn since the week it came out, and i listened to it a few times then i put it away, i just wasnt feeling it i guess. but last nite i found it, put it in, laid down on my bed and watched the sun set through my bedroom window. i cant even explain.... it was so beautiful, it hurt. and now, whenever i listen to it my heart beats so hard and fast that i feel like its going to explode and my stomach flips like im on a roller coaster. i dont know what it is, but i like it. it makes me want to be in love, so we can sit in a dark room and hold hands and listen to it and not say a word.
well i just spent an hour trying to find a photo editing program on these goddamn computers. but alas i can find none. i wanted to add some photos i have taken but theyre too big and im getting frustrated so ill just have to do it some other time... but i have to go for now. take care lovelies, we will talk again very soon!
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did you get my emails / comments about punk nite blowout on may 14th? do ya think you are gonna make it out? will be a good chance for you to meet lots of SGs + members, gonna be a killer SG event...hit me up for details if you wanna come!