anna

as much fun as i had playing that theremin video over and over again....
oh, what the hell.
ill put it in this one, too.




i finally set up the damn deviantart account. it was a lot of work and im glad its over. but it will be nice to have my work in one place.

i am here


i will add more later, specifically, my favorite naked man drawing:



i have a crush that crushes all crushes
absolutely sick with affection
for someone that i will probably never see again
but it is the sort of thing that makes one happy
despite any possible outcome
because it proves that there are people in my world
who are
intelligent
intriguing
beautiful
funny
kind
and that is enough
for now



i missed m ward last nite because i have no money, but i have great hope for things to come.
actually, i already know great things are coming.
observe:


10/22: jolie holland
10/23: xiu xiu
10/26: deerhoof


i stayed home nearly all weekend, something that hasnt happened in months and months or maybe years.
some things i did:

slept
laundried
knitted
fought kong




altered a few dresses
wrote in notebooks
played outside with my cats

i recorded sai saici playing with a grasshopper. i dont really know why i did that.





and then i sketched a naked lady (myself). ughhhhhh that felt good. its been a long time.




it has come to my attention that i am not the great communicator
(this being a former belief of mine)
i dont know what happened to me
my conversation contribution level is way down
its really quite embarassing



i am morphing into a pubescent boy. i cant stop cutting my hair. look, i even smiled for you. i have a pretty smile.




lately ive had a string of dreams where people ive known throughout my life say to me:
"im sorry if i tried to push you away"

this is either very profound
or im listening to tilly and the wall too much


i tried to take some photos of the scarf i just finished, but i looked like a metrosexual in all of them and it was making me feel weird.

alissabrunelli and i are in the process of planning a shoot.
here is a fun clue:





i feel full
and satisfied
and i think it is fleeting
but that is alright



this is weird:





current obsessions:

vintage erotica




shoes as hats?





the whore of babylon


very short dresses







i really want to make out
every
single
day