anna

sweet holy jesus, do i have treats for you!


actually its just a shitload of pictures. but i know you love them. just admit it. ADMIT IT!!!

if you noticed that i (finally) just commented on your profile, its because i am working on myself a bit. part of this is learning to be a better friend, something which i lack greatly. and if i missed you, i am sorry!! you should probably give me a spanking for being such a bad friend. what???


lets start out with kitty pictures that i took this morning. here, sai saici and i are clad in matching orange sweaters




sai in my window again, with jesus and his posse




oh. my. god. how motherfucking cute is this shit? look at her little toes all stretched out! and shes so fat! yeah, thats my room. i like it that way.




o-ren ishii loves my kisses. shut up! she loves them!




::::::BREASTICLE INTERMISSION:::::





here is my room again, which i just painted. i took the closet doors off and my bed fits perfectly where the closet was. this is the bed from which i am typing right this instant! weeeeeeird.... scrabble! star wars stratego! risk! monopoly! i like board games a whole bunch oh yes i do





YYYYYES!!!





i am not a sexy person. i try really hard sometimes, but i am learning to give it up, because its just not me. i am embracing the fact that i am at heart an elderly, possibly southern woman. but then sometimes, as in this picture, i appear to be a teenage boy.





my comforter is bigger and fluffier than your comforter





this is my face!





i dont think you see me naked enough. so heres a little boob-age





this one is my favorite. thats my pillowperson. her name is sweetdreams. she had pigtails but my big sister ripped them off when i was little. i cried convulsively.






well kids, thats all for the photos. stick around if youve enjoyed the show so far.


if you actually read (present) this, i tip my hat to you (where is the hat-tipping smilie??)

here is where i briefly (yeah, right) tell you whats going on in my life. well, im doing pretty damn well. im working 3rd shift full-time, and going to school in the mornings. despite how crammed my schedule is and how tired it makes me, it also makes me very very happy.it has taken a while but i finally feel like im working toward something: that i have desires and duties that are being excercised and played out, rather than sitting idle in my head, driving me insane. ive found its (harder, but) much more rewarding to participate in the world around me than to recede into the self-pitied, unaffected world i like to create for myself.
oh yeah, about the school thing. thank you everyone for your concern and your suggestions, i really appreciate it i have taken out loans in previous quarters, but ive left school in the middle of the quarter, twice. osu has a 'three strikes youre out' policy, meaning that if i dont finish out this quarter, i wont be allowed to return to the university. one of the catches in my returning to school for my third at bat is that the school will not approve any federal loans. thus, i get no monies. (as for private loans.... thats a whole other story that is too long, but lets just say that theyre out of the question for right now.)
BUT!!! my new job pays well enough that i will be able to finance this quarter on my own. i spoke with the financial office and because of the circumstances (timing, waitlist & everything) they are allowing me until finals to pay my tuition. and if i maintain satisfactory academic progress, i should be able to get loans for future quarters.

synopsis: everything just seemed to work itself out. i am one incredibly lucky, incredibly thankful girl right now.

i am soooooo hungry, all the time. ive been sustaining myself on water, cigarettes, and condensed soup for weeks now. it makes me feel dirty. i kind of like it?

:::news flash::: my good friend cody is playing with the band koufax, who are going on tour with the honorary title in february. they will be playing a great many shows across the us, so if you can find the time to check them out, i highly suggest it! i will be at the show in ann arbor on the 6th, so come and hang out with me!! ::ps:: cody is the drummer, if you see him feel free to harass/throw things at him. (just as long as you give him a kiss afterwards. kisses make everything better.)

i have had the most atrocious songs in my head lately. there are two sections of the building that play music, and my area just happens to be right in the middle. one side plays mostly adult contemporary, the other plays new rock. (if forced to choose, id rather listen to the ac, but i just really dislike new rock.) anyways, any two songs being played simultaneously is incredibly annoying. and then there is this fucking machine in the back, i havent exactly figured out what it is yet, but about every 10 minutes it plays 'amazing grace' on the bagpipes. whyyyyyyyyyyyy

i think my company of employment bought the rights to every rob thomas song ever recorded it really makes me nauseous to hear that voice. and it happens about every half hour.
i must say this though, and at the risk of persecution: i really, honestly like a few of the artists they play. one being kelly clarkson. i know.... i dont get it either. i tried not to, believe me. but i just fucking love her. granted, i dont sit in my room and listen to her cds (if i had them, would i? hmmm.... ) but i thoroughly enjoy hearing her songs when im out in about. i also love christina aguilera (i do have her cds). and justin timberlake. and mariah carey.
cmon now, someone has to one-up me!! is there anything in your musical selection that is slightly embarassing? TELL ME YOUR SECRETS!!