I told him to call me or message me Sunday. It's now Wednesday and I haven't heard from him.
I have like 20 senarios going through my head.
I keep having flashes of extreme gut wrenching it's over depression and then warm glowing feelings that it will all work out.
I'm plotting my next move.
His birthday is on Saturday.
I'm debating on if I should even bother.
I have like 20 senarios going through my head.
I keep having flashes of extreme gut wrenching it's over depression and then warm glowing feelings that it will all work out.
I'm plotting my next move.
His birthday is on Saturday.
I'm debating on if I should even bother.
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yeah .. what zyon said.. but lemme feel in the blah blah.. if you love them a: let them go (typical) or b: really let the bloody bastard know and never forget it.
But if and probably when you call.. dont turn it into an argument and speak to him in an apathetic manner..
*scratches head* but dont be upset if it is returned..
its all a catch 22 and im rambling on your bloody journal.. sorry.
I think that you should just say.. FUCK IT.. EASIER SAID THEN DONE.. TRUST ME.. IM GOING THROUGH IT NOW.
But dear.. I've been through this .. gut wrencthing feeling for about the whole year now and Its "the streets"..
Im emphathize totally.. and if you wanna vent and get understanding drop me a line through my mail.
[Edited on Sep 22, 2004 5:35PM]