animalwound

I went to a show last night - Foreign Born, The Grates, We Are Scientists.

I was drunk, but i was sober! I was letting it all go and having a damn good time at doing it. Why should I have to wake up at 4 in the damn morning just to get to my routine job to lead my routine life??!!! People on the streets race faster and faster changing lanes constantly just to get to the next red light. Why must life have to be at 50 mph??? Driving my car can be just as routine as work as life...it's all bullshit!

All the damn people of Kansas just stiff as wheat. Going to concerts in this town has been about oberservation. Not about feeling the music!

I like who i am dammit! I like that i question everything! I like being the complicated individual! I like Me. Yes there are things that i could change or might want to, but I still like myself even though I hate what i have become. Give it some tough time and eventually i will be different from what kills me.

Kill as many routines as i possibly can!!! Make everyday a surprise. I love fuckabees!