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Am I a mad stalker? I got talking to this woman online who lives at the other end of the country and we get on so well. We have both said we really like each other and want to meet up. The other day I had a date with a local woman and it was really nice. We kissed and it all felt lovely, but after it was all over I thought about her and all I could think was that she was not this other woman, who I haven't even met yet!

It all just feels so insane. Part of me really passionately wishes that I didn't feel this way. I don't get why she likes me because she is fucking amazing, like the best woman I have ever known, and I am not amazing, not even above average. I just feel like I would be wasting her time when she could do so much better, and I really cannot understand why she likes me.

I am about to tell a really pretty, really cool lass that I like her a lot but can't be more than a mate because a woman I have never met means way more to me than she should to anyone who is not totally out of their tree. Its nuts!