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Okay. Uni is almsot a month away and to be honest I am somewhere between "Meh!" and "I really don't think I can do this" I am sure it will all be fine, but as a rule, me and people don't get along so well, and I will be miles away from my family; lately me and family havn't gotten along so well either so this may be a blessing. I'm tired. I don't know what I do wrong, but throughout life I just don't seem to have much luck when it comes to people. I know, I sound like a real party animal so who wouldn't wanna be my friend right?

The other day, someone at work told me this beautiful red head there thought I was cute, and it made me angry, I resented her for thinking that, because I know that even though I should be happy it will NEVER happen. What is worse is it was just a comment, and my brain goes all fruitloop and I end up having this amazing dream where we started seeing each other. Never gonna happen. Ever. Never has, isn't now, never will. I'm just not that likable I guess.