I had a big ass freak out yesterday.
It's suddenly started to dawn on me that Uni is nearly over and I am gonna have to go out there and lead a real life, with a real job and stuff, and not sure I like the idea.
I am lucky in that I have a part-time job that pays really well and is enough for...
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It's suddenly started to dawn on me that Uni is nearly over and I am gonna have to go out there and lead a real life, with a real job and stuff, and not sure I like the idea.
I am lucky in that I have a part-time job that pays really well and is enough for...
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lenya:
Oh! I have this same problem. Even thoe people think I'm really super-popular, and yes I know a lots of people. But in the end I always spend my time alone working and blogging.. Pathetic? Maybe. Or maybe it is just an illnes of our times. There is no recepie for this - I had lots of friends when I started to go to every party in one club. First was bartenders, then the resto of staff, the dj, manager and so on... Maybe it is a tip.
My housemates are assholes...
It's official.
Last night, after months of arguments and me being as polite as humanly possible I came to the conclusion that my housemates really are assholes. I was supposed to be up at five-thirty this morning, and I was, but that didn't stop them making shit loads of noise in the room above me despite me saying I was going...
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It's official.
Last night, after months of arguments and me being as polite as humanly possible I came to the conclusion that my housemates really are assholes. I was supposed to be up at five-thirty this morning, and I was, but that didn't stop them making shit loads of noise in the room above me despite me saying I was going...
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ikaruga:
yes. yes, you do.
coffee is your saviour.
hell, coffee is how I function most days...
coffee is your saviour.
hell, coffee is how I function most days...
SEX IS BAD.....
when it's not used properly.
Anyone who as been reading my blogs over the last few days - all three of you, thanks for the comment - know I have had a rough few weeks and have been doing a lot of thinking...
I've been reading this book, about a kid with cancer who's a dead girl walking, and there was this...
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when it's not used properly.
Anyone who as been reading my blogs over the last few days - all three of you, thanks for the comment - know I have had a rough few weeks and have been doing a lot of thinking...
I've been reading this book, about a kid with cancer who's a dead girl walking, and there was this...
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I realised today that sometimes, no matter how much you want something to work it's not going to. If you've read my previous blog then you probably know what I am talking about. It's a pretty simple story; guy meets girl, falls in love, or thinks he does, then realises he's not so sure and eventually feels like it's all crashing down around him.
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niobe:
I'm sorry. *hugs*
I split with my girlfriend today. She told me she was gutted because she really cares about me, because of all the things we won't do together, and because of the fact that she is just another name on 'the list'. The list that she's referring to is the women I have run away from or finished things with after two or three months of...
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Charity shops are awesome! I mean we all knew this anyway cuz they help lots of needy people and so on, but lately they have been doing wonders for my music collection as well. Just been going in when I have money and buying up loads of cd's, and I've got hold of some corkers. There's a few classics that I knew I would like...
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the_libertine:
hey m'man!
I hope your holidays have been the best!
with love
L.
I hope your holidays have been the best!
with love
L.
Okay, maybe I am just being pedantic but it seems to me like a lot of the models on SG are becoming less and less aligned with the ethos that SG started out with, and as such the things that made this bloody site interesting in the first place. I mean don't get me wrong, most if not all of the girl are gorgeous, but...
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anguz:
I should bloody well hope not. The skinny thing shouldn't be an issue, and I think SG are aware that people feel that way and worry about it. Now I think they do post sets with PSWs in, but I think this is more about giving the illusion that they are not sizist than that being the reality. I'm not going to say which sets I mean as it implies the models only got on the front page for that reason and not that they deserve to be there, which is bollox, but you see what I am saying right?
padre:
You do notice the change in their look but I've yet to go to read their profile. Slippery slope my friend
Hi there peeps
I know my blogs haven't exactly been regular lately. Just been so much going on that I haven't had a lot of time to write on here. I need to make the time to get on here and get my words down; if nothing else its good practice. Writers write as they say, and I haven't been doing as much of that...
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I know my blogs haven't exactly been regular lately. Just been so much going on that I haven't had a lot of time to write on here. I need to make the time to get on here and get my words down; if nothing else its good practice. Writers write as they say, and I haven't been doing as much of that...
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anguz:
That was tongue in cheek stuff, just for the record. I'm too lazy to hate a whole country.
padre:
In deed! It's all such a mind trip for sure.
I'll learn it eventually, but if you figure it out before me...
Pray you help me
I'll learn it eventually, but if you figure it out before me...
Pray you help me
Am I a mad stalker? I got talking to this woman online who lives at the other end of the country and we get on so well. We have both said we really like each other and want to meet up. The other day I had a date with a local woman and it was really nice. We kissed and it all felt lovely, but...
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tattoo_kitten:
Ahh hun it sounds like you're in love, its so adorable and its often said that love makes us crazy!
Okay, so I had a massive fight with my best mate, and now we are not talking. The thing is, I am really not as upset as I probably should be. Basically, long story short, we had a date, I didn't fancy her because she is a big lass (shallow I know but you can't force the worm to stir) and we ended up best...
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varite:
As rough as it may be sometimes, the truth is always the best thing.. It wasn't helping either of you to "pretend" and while it was nice to be friends, if it was more than that for her, it would have been worse/harder in the long run.. I dated a guy for 7 months and there just wasn't that connection between us and I knew it for quite a while but I hung around hoping that things might change, but they never did.. It's understandable that you would feel lighter after everything getting out in the open, because secrets and unspoken truths have a way of weighing us down.. She just wasn't the one for you, and that's that.. Sucks that you may not be able to be friends after this, but at least the truth is out there.. 
Food is fucking weird.
At least, I hope its food. I haven't been eating properly the last few days. Mainly due to bone idleness and a total lack of impetus to go and do some grocery shopping. I have no food in the house. Literally nothing, and I am spending a lot of my time starving. Its not that I can't afford it. One student...
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At least, I hope its food. I haven't been eating properly the last few days. Mainly due to bone idleness and a total lack of impetus to go and do some grocery shopping. I have no food in the house. Literally nothing, and I am spending a lot of my time starving. Its not that I can't afford it. One student...
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Just a quick one. My legs are killing me. My hips are giving me the worst pain they have in a long time. I have had to stop driving and I am in pain almost every second I am awake. The ibuprofen and cocodamol just about stop me screaming my head off and crying from the sheer frustration that my body hurts every minute that...
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padre:
You sound like when you get involved with a person you take it very seriously. Almost to the point that when you are serious with a person you're in it for the "long haul" Has anything changed in the last few days?
anguz:
We're back to being friends now, and until I sort out my issues that is the best I can ask for because I can't keep messing her around with this on again off again approach. I will get there. The counciling is really helping and I have I have had some real breakthroughs recently, but I am not ready for something serious yet. I just can't handle it. I think I do see it as the "long haul" and that's why I freak. I need to get to a place where it can be one day at a time and enjoy or what it is right there rather than worry what it will be in ten days, weeks, months or years.