anguish

Ok, so this is by far one of the worst fucking days i have had in a really long fucking time. Apologies ahead of time for the pure vulgarity and frank bitchyness of this post. So I had a bad few days so far, nothing too terrible but then i woke up this morning, ate then got an EXCRUCIATING fucking migraine. I couldn't escape the fucking sun blaring through my window trying to eat the center of my fucking brain. So i go back to sleep, sort of, got too hot, made the migraine worse. Realized that when i got up, we couldn't go to the bank because it's in my fiancee's name and he's not in any condition to go into town and we don't have any fucking money and im out of smokes. So to recap the entire situation, i don't have cigs, i can't really walk that good, i have a migraine, i have a urinary tract infection, i have bronchitis, it's freezing in my house after dark since we don't have any heat, oh and all i want is a fucking drink but i can't because in pregnant which isn't a bad thing at all but on occasion, i just need a fucking drink. so i grab a shit ton of change, spill it in the process, gather it back up and head to the store. now, backtracking a bit, yesterday i was thirsty so i went into the store that im supposed to be the assistant manager of but ive been on medical leave due to the vicious car wreck i was in, but i still fucking work there. We are supposed to get 20 percent off of grocery items and i've been paying full price for 3 months now. so, since ihaven't been able to work, or walk for that fucking matter, so i get 97 god damn cents off of a 12 pack. John is the one who is working and he is the new assistant mangager that he got by being a super fucking kiss ass suck up stupid fucking bitch about everything. He just does shit cuz he doesn't have anything better to do with his life, so he lets me get the 97 cents off the fucking 12 pack. then when i go in today, already pisses, i find that he has written in the book to all employees that i am not to get my discount, and i no longer work there until i talk to the manager, meaning im not allowed behind the counter, nothing, which is gay because since i work there, i figure on wiating until there isn't a line and then paying for my shit which i thought was nice, but i guess since i don't work there, i should stand in line and be a fucking pain in the ass about everything instead of doing it my damn self like i was doing. So now im super fucking pissed. I worked really fucking god damn hard at that job, the whole place is falling apart since i left, no one is doing there job and im not there to do it for them anymore and this fucking douchebag had the audacity to pull some shit like this. RAHHHHH!!!! FUCK!