angrymeat

Ugggg I hate dropping avery off at his sitter he gets so upset right now about it. He was cryings and saying I need you daddy dont go I love you please hold me . I know it is just an adjustment period with the new preschool so on and I know he has been alot more clingy lately as a stage and all. I still cannot handle that well though Instinctivly I want to grab him and hug him but I know he needs to adjust . sigh now my whole morning I have been feeling like shit about leaving him and wishing i could work from home so on and so forth. Instead I am about to get a job whereI will be away from home more. I love the job and I think it will be the best thing I can do for my career . I just feel like ass that I am going to be away from my family. I was tlaking to JEff last night in kc he said he is talking about moving to lawrence. I so wish that was an option for me. I love lawrence so much more culture and nightlife. Joplin is a redneck town full of redneck culture. We have a dirt race track that is the highlight of the spring and summer season. You can hear it accross town it drives me crazy. Then there is the rt 66 music festival. Oh this gem of redneck bliss. You can go to a big muddy field by the race track for two of the hotest days in the summer ans swill beer while listening to the likes of leanard skinnard and confederate raildroad. Oh yes every year it sounds like a good idea to throw a giant music festival full of drunken hillbillies and staff the entire thing with homeless pedophiles from the local labor ready. Every year there is a huge fiasco every year the city thinks it sounds like a great idea. anyways im done bitching for the day back to work.