Some days I donot feel human . I tend to think of myself as a zombie who has grown tired of searching for brains to eat and survie on . Instead I have evolved to a zombie who survives soely on coffee.
I have not been able to get more than 4 hours of sleep a night for over 2 weeks now. I think my...
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I have not been able to get more than 4 hours of sleep a night for over 2 weeks now. I think my...
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lackluster:
thankyou for your concern... i know if i waited it would just be more painful. 1/10th of my life was waisted, so i hope i took somethi from it. if not only, to know not to make the same mistake twice.
lackluster:
um... something. i forgot what. but um... HI. sinner.
the gues at =rav= are a bunch of bastard some day I hope cj will love me for more thanjust my cock . I know hes always gotta be the tough guy and all but somedays I just wish he would hold me aand tell me that I am sexy and he still lusts for me. Instead i just get a hey stick in my...
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I hate my job I really really hate it I have found lately that I spend most of my say thinking of new and interesting ways to kill my coworkers. I work in a redneck infested shithole automotive company. The collective technical knowlege here could maye half fill a thimble.Oddly enough same goes for the teeth . I get to report to a boss...
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I hate my job I really really hate it I have found lately that I spend most of my say thinking of new and interesting ways to kill my coworkers. I work in a redneck infested shithole automotive company. The collective technical knowlege here could maye half fill a thimble.Oddly enough same goes for the teeth . I get to report to a boss...
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lackluster:
the answer is me.
Well it is another sunny monday weeeee. I had my uber geek parade lan party this weekend and it was tons of fun however I am put off by the fact that i spent 16 hours playing video games. I had a friggin blast however . Everyone had a good time good food good beer good friends and good gaming perfect mix. I went and...
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ARghh sometimes life seems a like a little too much . Besides being broke as hell work has been wretched. I left 20 minutes early last night 1 minute after i left th e thin client server rebooted itsself. When this happens it takes 10 minutes and then it is back up. In that 10 minutes i had 7 phone calls about the issue ....
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lackluster:
thanks. its always nice to wake up and learn that your being compaired to two dudes.
lackluster:
hottie? hahahahha
Sigh one of the toughest things about being a parent is when you schild is sick you are helpless. Avery is sick I am pretty sure its his allergies. His eves get all itchy and start to water which scares him and he crys eyes daddy eyes avvery's eye daddy. The only thing I can do is kiss em and wait it out 
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Well its tuesday broke as shit and not wanting to be at work . Avery kept us up all night so I am pretty damn tired and I need a fucking haircut. My boss is acting like hes gonna leave the company which leaves me up shit creek without a paddle. I neeed more coffee I cant afford redbull today. I need to get back...
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lackluster:
what friends?
wel the end to another fine week is upon us . went topay $100 on cell phone online and it forced me to $265 weee. kinda screwed my spare cash situation . I had to up cell phone plan to $59.99 to keep the phone bills under $150 . Amanda uses the phone like crazy. I hate paying $60 for a phone but she seems...
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lackluster:
HAH alive.
lackluster:
how kinky?
update update time for an update 
well lets see I got a really good job offer but it wa sin chicago and I just donot think it would be good to rip avery away from family at this age. It was an excellent offer however there are more important things . A job is a job family is forever.I had a great holiday weekend much...
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well lets see I got a really good job offer but it wa sin chicago and I just donot think it would be good to rip avery away from family at this age. It was an excellent offer however there are more important things . A job is a job family is forever.I had a great holiday weekend much... Read More
lackluster:
haha the smiling has become semi-rediculous. out of control.
lackluster:
what do you suggest gets pulled?
Well it has been a while since I have updated sorry about that to all the 2 maybe three people that read this 
. Well 2 or my 6 local friends have moved to kc For a very long time I tried to move there but didnt know anyone up there afraid blah blah blah . I buy a house and poof everyone moves ....
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. Well 2 or my 6 local friends have moved to kc For a very long time I tried to move there but didnt know anyone up there afraid blah blah blah . I buy a house and poof everyone moves .... Read More
lackluster:
i smiled back when i read that.
Woohoo hump day gotta love hump day. I am in a crabby arse mood this week . I am not sure exactly why but im just short tempered . Our old landlord sent us a bill for a bunch of bs we had it out a little bit no one really won. I really wish my significant other would stop smoking pot. I know its...
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bbbbbeckah:
Yeah, I understand what you're saying about the pot thing. I'm a marijuana user, but I see a mothers responsibility as sacrificing until the kid isn't COMPLETELY dependent on you. Like, I want to even quit work until my kid is in like.. the 3rd grade or so.. I figure.. I can quit smoking pot until they're older and I can explain to them that it's not completely criminal (although its not legal" but everyone has their reasons. Whether they be legitimate or sound like excuses.
bbbbbeckah:
Thanks, the heart sucks. Sometimes I want to rip it out.
And yes, yes.. I'm still alive.
And yes, yes.. I'm still alive.
yuck monday yuck yuck yuck man i want some arby's. I cannot get up from my desk it seems like caffiene is having a reverse effect on me today . I am exausted and cant make myself get up and go get lunch . I need to get back on my thyroid meds damnit. Avery's b day went great We had alot of fun he...
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