Tuesday May 11, 2004

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I will soon be signing off this journey. After all...I only came here to converse with Rob...and well...he's not much into it. I can't say that I blame him and all. If you need to reach me you know the angryjezabelle@yahoo.com always works.
Love Carol miao!!

Monday Apr 19, 2004

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I'm so happy to be back home...where the thunderstorms are. Man I missed this place... miao!!
dusty311:
hell yeah, ya all had some tuffys up there didnt ya, i heard only one crash of thunder, i was so happy, tonight im going to get home and take a dusty shower, i find it so comfy to shower with my clothes on! it reminds me of my home... i miss my home. its been so long since ive walked home in the warm florida rain, or just stand there, screaming at the sky while it crys its pity tears for me... soon ill be there again, till then ill just suffer here.
dusty311:
i added new pics to my picture folder!

Wednesday Apr 14, 2004

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My father died of cancer a few years back. He was a very abusive person to me my whole life. Today it dawned on me that although I had hated him for what he did, I loved him for who he was. It was such a bittersweet goodbye, I finally felt safe and sound with his passing. Now, he haunts me in my dreams. The...
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coyote1284:
In ALS until the 27th, will star packing for Korea after. Got Lackland as my follow-on to finish my enlistment in TX.

Sunday Apr 11, 2004

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Sometimes I feel like Ozzy, slow, drunk and out of the loop. I even find myself walking like the poor old man. I am in love once again. Actually I never fell out of love with my ex-fiance to begin with. We have been getting closer and closer everyday, and it scares the shite out of me. Sometimes I wish I could just see his...
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dusty311:
they do, and rarely is it an immotion that two share, uselly its love you give and life they take, i was married once, as a buddy, let me tell you, marrage sucks, if love was ment to be,
then you dont have to trap the one you love, like a caged animal, or atleast thats how i felt, well im off to the races! wish me luck!

Sunday Apr 04, 2004

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Sometimes it's nice to be strange. I feel more like myself here than I have ever been. I have to continually stand up for my beliefs as a Witch. Easter sucks, and now there's this whole big movie about Jesus that everyone loves. They ask: aren't you going to see it? I want to slep them for being so fucking ignorant and asumptuous. Not every...
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Tuesday Mar 23, 2004

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Ok, my life is lame right now. I miss my friends and my old social life. Now reality here is bills, work, sleep, work, sleep. I used to go out all the time and chill. I feel so lonely, and even more alone. This sucks miao!!
I'm throwing myself a pitty party
coyote1284:
Nani? Must be some sort of that witch-talk that I no longer understand.

[Edited on Mar 23, 2004 9:12PM]

Sunday Mar 14, 2004

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Well I have a job now. I'm working again. It's so strange to live on the outside. The military completely restricted me. I'm getting to free myself by losing everything. Awesome!
~Jez

Saturday Oct 25, 2003

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I am feelin good today for once. It's all about the 'tude ya know. I also am starting to feel comfortable in my own skin again. I can smile wholeheartedly...sometimes the world can be cold...but it can be so beautiful too.
" Even though I may live in the gutter, I can always look up at the sky at night and see the stars"~Oscar Wilde miao!!
angryjezabelle:
I'm baack!!! Yeah for me. It's time to settle some old scores and maybe make things right for once. miao!!

Saturday Oct 25, 2003

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I am feelin good today for once. It's all about the 'tude ya know. I also am starting to feel comfortable in my own skin again. I can smile wholeheartedly...sometimes the world can be cold...but it can be so beautiful too.
" Even though I may live in the gutter, I can always look up at the sky at night and see the stars"~Oscar Wilde miao!!

Sunday Oct 12, 2003

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I've been working 12 hour shifts....craziness. I have maintained a sense of humor and happiness-through this madness I call my life. Sooner or later I figured that hope would come around. miao!!
coyote1284:
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coyote1284:
Only 'cos I need to hear it back form someone who really means it, luv. You should know better than anyone else that I am emotionally S/M.

Who's the psycho? (Shall we let that be the ambiguous statement that it is?)

Thursday Oct 09, 2003

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surreal life has it's way of having extream up and low's in my life. I found out that the cancer has spread...so naturally I am totally freaked out. eeek However I've founf that if i maintain a positive outlook on things...my life is ten times happier. I just have to let hope float up...

Friday Sep 26, 2003

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Today was rough. I am in a battle with cancer. I miscarried 2 months ago. I am lonely. Sometimes I wonder why do I get these heartbreaks....c'est la vie, n'est pas? frown

coyote1284:
interloper
angryjezabelle:
what does that mean?