angryadam

Drinking wine by myself. That about sums up the feeling of this Thanksgiving. Nothing like a good punch to your open chest wound.

Thanks

I almost broke my silence today.

Only in cold weather can one truly appreciate another warm body.

Oh dear.

I'm 21.

A few things...

- I just finished a really long work week. Now I have three days to chill out.

- I've been working to establish a few connections that extend beyond the professional domain.

- I will spend my free weekend meditating on life as it I know it presently. I will share my findings.

- Nothing seems to be filling the Whole.

-...
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I'll be alright. I have my little projects.

I smell a little mildew-ish. My clothes stayed in the washer for a little too long before they were put in the dryer. I'll have to wash them again I guess..

It's nice when you're bummed out, but a cheery song comes up at the right time on your playlist. There's a totally different kind of appreciation...
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A major shift has come and knocked me into a hopeless spiral. I am descending too quickly for comfort, headed face first into inevitable demise.
The world is dimmer in all its decay. The foul lingering stings these eyes that saw what would have been. What should have been.

For every step forward I take two steps back. This is no way to get to...
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I haven't been sleeping very well. I can usually fall asleep as soon as I get home from work cause I'm so tired, but I don't feel any better when I wake up. Other times I can't fall asleep at all.

I decided to check out Last.FM. I can't really say much about it yet. All my matches, recommendations, and neighbors are still being generated....
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I'd like to get started on something. SIx months have passed and I don't feel like I've accomplished anything, other than quitting school at LSU, which isn't much to brag about.
Culinary school is going to have to wait. I don't have the money for it, also I have to start paying off the student loan soon since I stopped LSU.

Work is going well....
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I always thought Summers were long and unbearable. Now that I stopped going to LSU I fear I will have to endure Summer multiplied by The Rest of my Life. The Fall semester seemed to come in the nick of time, before I pulled my hair out. Perhaps the bald look wont be so bad.

My ties are almost completely severed. I am anxious to...
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