angryadam

Just passing the time while she's away. Trying to pick up good habits and healthy routines.

I bought a little table set for the balcony. Been taking in the rays these past few days. Nice, sunny, warm week in Portland.

I've started working out a bit-- just basic calisthenics to tone up. Eating a little healthier. Nothing drastic, but I've been making an effort to...
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Well, it's 2 and a half weeks later.

Things have been completely wrapped up with the ex. She's in her new apartment, and we are not speaking much. She seems to be doing fine, but I don't suppose she would let me know otherwise.

My current interest is still driving me wild. Things are immensely more clear about how we feel about eachother. Although she...
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Thanks for all the well wishes

Let me start today by elaborating on a couple story lines I left wide open the other night:
I mentioned that I am still wrapping up my break up situation. The girl I've been talking about fortunately had a very quick turnover after breaking it off with her guy. He found an apartment within the week and he moved...
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Not feeling great.

To continue the saga: She has been out of town since Saturday morning up until late last night. The last time I saw her was Friday night, and I had been texting her little reminders of how I feel about her. You know.. just to make sure I stay on her mind. They are all in the form of Haiku-- very romantic,...
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I feel I've done what was necessary, and things are looking up for the time being.
She tried to scare me away, but I let her know I wouldn't give up that easy.
She seemed to appreciate the sentiment, although it took a day of nausea for me to collect my thoughts.
Imagining a life when we are strangers again made me literally sick. Absolutely...
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Hard to believe it has been 2 weeks.
A lifetime of emotions have occurred in that time.
Things are not good at the moment.

Things are so much better lately. This girl and I have been getting all flirty pants. It's exciting. I don't expect things to go anywhere, but it's fun. I have my living situation hindering my ability to have a new relationship for a couple more months, and she... well, she's dating someone else. Heyo! Scandalous!

I feel like some relationships are simply an addiction between people.

Sorry for the emo Haiku:

I used to have friends
Now I feel invisible
Social suicide

A shrub in winter
Reach ever deeper your roots
Dream of greener days