angryadam

Well, it's 2 and a half weeks later.

Things have been completely wrapped up with the ex. She's in her new apartment, and we are not speaking much. She seems to be doing fine, but I don't suppose she would let me know otherwise.

My current interest is still driving me wild. Things are immensely more clear about how we feel about eachother. Although she said just a couple of days ago she is still not ready to date, we have been seeing eachother outside of work. I've been to her place, she's been to mine. I honestly feel like our relationship is only getting stronger. We're getting pretty comfortable and increasingly affectionate.

I guess it's only the definitive emotional responsibility of "dating" that frightens her, not the relationship itself. She has been hard to reach at times, and she keeps really busy. Weekends have gone by when she doesn't seem to have a second to even talk. She's going out of town for what I assume will be a week in a few days. I'm sure that will be pretty frustrating. She deserves a vacation though. March was a tough month for her.

So that's where we are. She's still in the driver's seat for this thing. It's a little scary. I'm still hoping to earn boyfriend status. It's unclear if that will ever happen. She says she doesn't want to date, but she acts like she does when we're together.

Until next time