angryadam

I am esxhausted.
Work has been pretty intense.
I could sleep for days.

I am in Texas
visiting my family.
1 week summer break.

There are different times
for thinking realisticly
and romantically.

What am I doing?
She's the best thing in my life
But I've pushed her out.

I can't seem to cry.
I think I don't have a heart.
I don't deserve her.

I am still drinking
but I guess I can still walk
I'll have to fix that.

I got pretty close
to a real conversation
with my crush from school.

I push things away.
They are better off without
A sad mess like me.

So my issue is very clear to me, however I cannot overcome it so easily: I live in the present consumed by my regret over the past. I don't want to live a life of damage control. I should have just done it right before.

I want nothing more
than to...
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The world is ending?
Hope you did nothing foolish.
Might look dumb Sunday.

I have mixed feelings
When I have a busy day.
Happy, but tired.

So bored, and tired
I'm going to bed early.
Dream land is better.

I am fucking drunk.
I am drunk on a weekday.
Something needs to change.

I ordered pizza
And I'm waiting on laundry
Netflix while I wait

Ready for this one? It's sad.

It's been a long time
since I've been able to say
I like who I am.