angerising

Well here i am again, long time since update, but i have been busy.

Did an acoustic night, i was the guitarist and backing singer. It went really really well, and i think we went over superb. the dude that played bass and sang lead, has the most increadible voice. very envious. I seem to float somehwere between Corey taylor in his less shouty moments...
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Well it all got laid out on the table, not an easy thing to do. Unfortunately i dont think a lot has changed. I am still a bit messed up (read a LOT messed up) and she is still my friend.

She says the most AMAZING things to me though. Things that proper girlfriends have never said to me. Honest, thoughtful, deep things. I think...
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Well i have added a few comments on some friends journals, which i think should start the ball rolling.

I am deeply deeply in love.........with someone who doesnt know this. I am afraid to tell them because i am afraid they will leave and never come back. This is a big problem. Because i spend a large part of my life with this new found...
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ok so the journal thing really sucks.

I think i should really make more of an effort to get to know people on this site, some pretty cool peeps methinks.

Hmmmmm. Will have to see.

Might retreat to a life led from a computer rather than the pathetic example i have right now.

I really need to sort my shit out.

You know sometimes things are just nothing like what they seem, and once the shock has subsided and the ego has stopped stinging, it turns out things are much much much better than you could have ever anticipated.

am i being cryptic...........?

CARPE DIEM

well, something went wrong. Not sure what. Probably my fault.

Things are not going well for me.

No need to go into more detail. Will update when my head is more organised.

Not that any of you lot read it.

Fair enough, it is enough to just vent.

ok, well it is a long time since i have been no here posting.

Lots has changed. I feel like a new man.

An important person made my weekend. A girl i have always felt very attracted to and has been special to my heart, she came over to see me, and we hit it off in ways i had never dreamed.

I got my...
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just finished playing, and i cant sleep.

We have just played the forum in tunbridge wells.

Battle of the bands thing. We got 139 points. Which is second place out of the 70 bands that have played so far.

The other bands rocked too, but tonight was our night. I felt good right from this morning.

Anyways, i love my band, i love playing music,...
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Hey everyone, i am having a difficult day. I am sooo hung over, i can barely think let alone function normally. I am supposed to be doing assignments...that isnt gonna happen. I can even play guitar today, too shaky.

I have finally put a couple of photos up of me doing various band related things. I scared myself in the photos, i look so out...
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