For my love....
wanting, waiting, confused.
I dont know what else to do.
apart of me wants to let it go,
the other doesnt want to.
the warm feel of an embraced hug,
slowly disappears.
the love that is wanted,
is no longer there.
booze and cigarettes to try to hinder the pace,
is just a temporary fix,
to the problem i dont want to face.
its always easier to say let them go,
than it is to actually do.
when you worked so hard,
to try and make things true.
how easy is it?
if they they dont feel the same?
that the love they give you,
is just a cover of pain?
how can you help the one that is lost?
and doesnt know what to do...
how can one sit back?
and let the other do their own thing?
how can you look me in the eyes?
and say i still love you
when im the farthest from your mind,
and the green fields are vibrant and yet unknown.
that for you to feel its the better path,
to walk on your own.
and to feel that the house you live in,
is not your own.
to fool others,
that all is well.
when you cant even confess,
that your life is hell.
to not let those who love you,
offer a helping hand.
you alienate yourself,
all for a simpler plan.
to want to be alone,
when surrounded by those who care,
only shows you are resisting help,
that is already there.
i appreciate the truth,
no matter how late it got here.
no matter how hard or bad it hurts,
i will always be there.
please understand it is hard for me to move on,
if the problem is still there.
for complying with failure,
is a thing i havent faced.
im sorry for letting you down,
and not wanting to go.
i still try to feel your touch,
and you in my arms,
never letting go....
but if this is what you want.
i will try my best to let it be,
but please forgive me,
as i set my emotions free.
at times its easy,
at others i try my best to make it vague.
im sure it wont be easy.
im sure it wont always be fun.
I hope you find happiness,
and a new true love.
you deserve all the best.
i will be right here,
if you want to talk.
just please rememeber,
the hardest thing ive done in life,
is set you free....
wanting, waiting, confused.
I dont know what else to do.
apart of me wants to let it go,
the other doesnt want to.
the warm feel of an embraced hug,
slowly disappears.
the love that is wanted,
is no longer there.
booze and cigarettes to try to hinder the pace,
is just a temporary fix,
to the problem i dont want to face.
its always easier to say let them go,
than it is to actually do.
when you worked so hard,
to try and make things true.
how easy is it?
if they they dont feel the same?
that the love they give you,
is just a cover of pain?
how can you help the one that is lost?
and doesnt know what to do...
how can one sit back?
and let the other do their own thing?
how can you look me in the eyes?
and say i still love you
when im the farthest from your mind,
and the green fields are vibrant and yet unknown.
that for you to feel its the better path,
to walk on your own.
and to feel that the house you live in,
is not your own.
to fool others,
that all is well.
when you cant even confess,
that your life is hell.
to not let those who love you,
offer a helping hand.
you alienate yourself,
all for a simpler plan.
to want to be alone,
when surrounded by those who care,
only shows you are resisting help,
that is already there.
i appreciate the truth,
no matter how late it got here.
no matter how hard or bad it hurts,
i will always be there.
please understand it is hard for me to move on,
if the problem is still there.
for complying with failure,
is a thing i havent faced.
im sorry for letting you down,
and not wanting to go.
i still try to feel your touch,
and you in my arms,
never letting go....
but if this is what you want.
i will try my best to let it be,
but please forgive me,
as i set my emotions free.
at times its easy,
at others i try my best to make it vague.
im sure it wont be easy.
im sure it wont always be fun.
I hope you find happiness,
and a new true love.
you deserve all the best.
i will be right here,
if you want to talk.
just please rememeber,
the hardest thing ive done in life,
is set you free....