angelxrotten

In my sleep I drift through visions of heaven; and of hell.

In my waking world, my reality, I daydream death.

I have no deluded juvenile concepts such as "right vs wrong" or "good vs evil". I have only what was, what is, and what must be.

I know that in a dogmatic sense, even the devil does the work of god, All are bound to a grand design in the eyes of those who believe catholic and breathe the word of god.

I know that pain must exist. Humans understand little else. I know there must be both temptation and sin.

"If I lock you in a cage and I ask you so sweetly ' wait here for me?' it means little. but if I set you ffree and ask the same it means the world."

Thus I know there must be choice. That is the burdern of free will.

I often regret that my formative years were burdened with concepts of a god in heaven and a devil in hell, For this now is what I belive. I do beleive that. I know I could have been buddhist or Hindu or any number of other things. But I see the presence of what I call God. Whatever your faith; prey that I am indeed deluded or insane. If I am right you are all damned.

We are the most horrid and yet most beautiful of God's creations. We have such a capacity for love and compassion. We have also an unlimited affinity for pain and destruction.It's about time we got the thing we understand the most.

Pain is a tool.