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Liz Phair - Extraordinary
Well what canI say about today? I am still sick. I don't know what the deal with my sinus problem. I get sick if I smoke, i get sick if I don't smoke, so much for an attempt at good health and well being.
It's been a week now since juddy passed away. I realized that my friends and I have been drunk every night for the entire week. No wonder I feel like shit all day.
It's been a comfort to be around my friends though. I only wish I felt more accepted in the group. For the most part they treat me well. Snappy ALWAYS seems happy to see me and that makes me feel really good. I feel sometimes like I am a weight on Bv. I think the world of him but I don't want to be a burden to anyone. No one is ever nasty to me or treats me like I don't belong there, It's just me. I'm considerably older than most of the group. That makes it hard to "hook up" as well. I'm not just talking a one night stand. the few girls that we hang out with are also much younger than I am.
Work today was uneventful which also means that it was boring. I've grown to dislike being all alone in the install bay. I used to love being away from the rest of the store and all the dramam that goes with it. Now I'm lonely locked in the garage all night.
Now Playing on XM Satellite Radio 22
Liz Phair - Extraordinary
Well what canI say about today? I am still sick. I don't know what the deal with my sinus problem. I get sick if I smoke, i get sick if I don't smoke, so much for an attempt at good health and well being.
It's been a week now since juddy passed away. I realized that my friends and I have been drunk every night for the entire week. No wonder I feel like shit all day.
It's been a comfort to be around my friends though. I only wish I felt more accepted in the group. For the most part they treat me well. Snappy ALWAYS seems happy to see me and that makes me feel really good. I feel sometimes like I am a weight on Bv. I think the world of him but I don't want to be a burden to anyone. No one is ever nasty to me or treats me like I don't belong there, It's just me. I'm considerably older than most of the group. That makes it hard to "hook up" as well. I'm not just talking a one night stand. the few girls that we hang out with are also much younger than I am.
Work today was uneventful which also means that it was boring. I've grown to dislike being all alone in the install bay. I used to love being away from the rest of the store and all the dramam that goes with it. Now I'm lonely locked in the garage all night.
just_eric:
sory to hear that you are still sick.. i totaly get the not really felling like you fit in with the group im the oldest one in my group of friends and sometimes its hard for them torelate to me or me to them 'cause of the age difference. its funny though when i first met most of them none of them thought that i was in my 30's they all thought that i was about 25.... what do you do for work?
angelxrotten:
Woo. I work for Best Buy. I'm not proud of it.. retail this time of year ouch!