angelxrotten

Now Playing Pavlov's Bell Aimee Mann, Lost In Space

Well this has been a shit week. Boss has been on vacation and I fell like the store has been totally out of control.

I'm reall frustrated by the "way things are", both personally and professionally. I really need that vacation. In reality, even though i can probably afford it i won't actually go anywhere fantastic.

I feel like i should have more opportunity than I do. I made an efffort to go the right direction but sadly; climbing over the rim of the frying pan has only given me a bird's eye view of the fire.

Try. Keep trying. Try harder. never let go, keep control. That's the way.

Oh well. I iss a lot of you. i do. Some have moved away, some drifted emotionally, some passed away. I'm alone in life because I choose it. I wish I knew why I was like that.