angelxrotten

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Spell Check is out to lunch

Listen. I've been waiting and watching. I see things for what they really are. I see the world around me and I know it is a lie.

I could give a rat's ass about politics or religion. Both are for the weak. Both are fo fools.

Don't misunderstand. I didn't say faith and society are concepts I have abandoned.
God is God; Allah is Allah, and Buddha is Buddha despite what anyone uses to keep the sheep in line. if you believe, so be it. Doesn't much matter what some crack addled cult preaches. if you "FEEL" some connection to your "creator" then that's what matters for you.

I've almost got my own place in judeo christian mythology. Am i the son of the morning star? who knows. I've been calle dthe devil plenty of times. My own mother is convinced that I am the personification of evil.

How men live with one another will always be mired in disagreements. So we create governing bodies to help maintain order. Whatever. Burn it all down, Blow it all up. Fuck it.

So I've been wondering what really matters. What really matters?

I live in my own mind and in my own space and you know what, It's better that way. Iknow when something makes me feel angry or happy or whatever. Why should I really care what makes you do the same? Other than to share some mutual experience. If I can be happy while you are happy, then what harm is done?

At he same time i can be completely miserable while you are joyus ... does than mean you should shut the fuck up , wipe that grin off your face and be miserable too? You're a fool if you buy into that crap.

So, in a nutshell i feel like I'm in prison here on earth. i hate the world of men. i really feellike as long as I live I'll be miserable because it's engineered that way. I HATE THE WORLD.

I like walking on the beach with my friends and that doesn't require international politics.
I hate when you burn your finger on a cigarette because the filter stuck to your lip, and that doesn't need the pope's approval.

What the hell am i saying?

I mean to say isn't it tragic that we have to care about these things? How can the ideology of one nation bring it into such a conflict with another nation that it threatens the existance of the world? i used to say I'd never have children because I didn't want to make anyone else suffer this world.

When did it go so wrong? Is that the curse of humanity? We forgot simplicity and decency a long ass time ago.

if the horsemen of the apocalypse should ask me what to do with the men of the world, I would say "take them all."

Fuck earthly life. Old men and bullshit agendas have made it impossible to imagine the contnued survival of the huan race. I won't cry about it when its over.