Listening to: The Faded Line - Lamb of God - Ashes of the Wake (04:37)
I should be asleep.
I'm not though ...
Why? Who knows why. Damn if i knew that I'd aslo know why I feel like ASS at work by 6 pm. oh well.
I'm looking for something. I have no idea what it is. Why? Damn you ask a lot of questions
So listen to this. I've done SOOOOOO many things. I'm restless. i can't sit still very long and I have a short attention span (good thing i'm also easily amused) so I've had a lot of jobs. I'm st an impass beacuase i don't know what's "next" I always know what's next. its like a precognative gift. I know with a fair amount of certainty what I'll be doing when the current gig is done.
I'm not talking about my current employer either, I mean in the grand scale of things. What comes after my life as as retail manager?
Mesko said i could probably swindle enough money out of anyone to get by. You know that may saound bad but I actually kind of like to be known as somewhat of a grifter. I like to think that at least some of the time, I'm one step ahead of the mark.
i think thaough that this time the game isn't going my way. I feel like I got cheated. I guess that's some kind of karma or something.
I got cheated because I don't have any idea who i am . I mean really, what do i do? i sell stuff to people. Damn that's a GIFT.
SO what then? what is it I want? AHHH, I'm stupid and romantic, I think I should have a "Vocation" A skill, or a trade. I should be "the guy who makes the barrels, you know, the village cooper". or the blacksmith, or the electrician.
Oh see.. I LOVE electricity. maybe that's what I should do, no? long story, but electricity is cool as hell and LOVE home improvement... see a pattern emerging? wow , thanks everyone, you've been very thereaputic.
I should be asleep.
I'm not though ...
Why? Who knows why. Damn if i knew that I'd aslo know why I feel like ASS at work by 6 pm. oh well.
I'm looking for something. I have no idea what it is. Why? Damn you ask a lot of questions
So listen to this. I've done SOOOOOO many things. I'm restless. i can't sit still very long and I have a short attention span (good thing i'm also easily amused) so I've had a lot of jobs. I'm st an impass beacuase i don't know what's "next" I always know what's next. its like a precognative gift. I know with a fair amount of certainty what I'll be doing when the current gig is done.
I'm not talking about my current employer either, I mean in the grand scale of things. What comes after my life as as retail manager?
Mesko said i could probably swindle enough money out of anyone to get by. You know that may saound bad but I actually kind of like to be known as somewhat of a grifter. I like to think that at least some of the time, I'm one step ahead of the mark.
i think thaough that this time the game isn't going my way. I feel like I got cheated. I guess that's some kind of karma or something.
I got cheated because I don't have any idea who i am . I mean really, what do i do? i sell stuff to people. Damn that's a GIFT.
SO what then? what is it I want? AHHH, I'm stupid and romantic, I think I should have a "Vocation" A skill, or a trade. I should be "the guy who makes the barrels, you know, the village cooper". or the blacksmith, or the electrician.
Oh see.. I LOVE electricity. maybe that's what I should do, no? long story, but electricity is cool as hell and LOVE home improvement... see a pattern emerging? wow , thanks everyone, you've been very thereaputic.