Thursday Sep 07, 2006

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well my life has been turned into a nightmare right now. mum had me arrested then kicked me out. this all sucks.
madamuk:
Hope you manage to have a nice christmas. *Hug*

charlie_stars:
just stopping by to say hi and apologize for my absence but u know how the military is well i'm offically a sillyvllian now and going to college full time for law.. yea i know its funny me a lawyer... well i was just stopping by to say hi and see if you were still around and kicking on the boards

Monday Apr 17, 2006

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Right now i have a spare five minutes and decided i should post something of a reasonable amount. At this precise moment my dearest daisy is fast asleep in my living room and will probably be asleep for a few hours yet. This weekend has ended up leaving us with very few hours sleep but hey its all part of the fun. Well here is...
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mystic:
Glad you had a good time!xx
madamuk:

Tuesday Apr 11, 2006

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Things are just getting worse, the doctor reckons i have gallstones. Just gotta wait for an appointment for a scan before i will know for sure. I know have to avoid fat and fatty foods. Right now i feel suicidal. This is never good.
mystic:
Shit honey, that's never good! You'll be fine, don't worry about it, and I'm always here!xx
desmodius:
yikes!!!!! gall stones suck. i'm glad i never get them and have never gotten them. (how crappily i treat my body. i am amazed.) but my best freind up in philly gets them. A LOT. poor bastard. he piss's blood. falls to the ground cluching himself and crying. that shit really hurts... sorry you have to go through that...
but if you think about it. you popped out a kid. if you can do that. you should be able to live out this ordeal. you'll be fine lass. but hugs* just in case...
later

Thursday Apr 06, 2006

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things arent good right now. ive cut up really badly. end of story really.
mystic:
I did the same yesterday, hope you're ok! kiss xx
I'm here if you wana chat!

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desmodius:
aww... hope your okay lass.

Sunday Mar 26, 2006

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mystic:
Nice!xx
mystic:
Oh my god, I found jelly in the cupboard, and yummy strawberry too!xx

Sunday Mar 26, 2006

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well my head is still hurting from my little accident at work buti feel fine. left the bf in bed and im just sat in the corner quietly typing away. i dont really have anything of interest to sare with you, so im gonna end this entry here.

Friday Mar 24, 2006

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Jelly does matter. It made my evening last night. As for being pregnant, im not woooooooo
mystic:
I told you jelly matters!xx

Friday Mar 24, 2006

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feel so numb, i want to pour my heart out but it feels empty. It only dawned on me today that ive had an eating disorder all my life, just never looked at it that way. I never used to eat normal portions would constantly snack, but it wasnt until i was like 8 that things got bad i just ate all day long and...
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mystic:
But jelly does matter! I can't get jelly over here, and I'm jealous!xx

Thursday Mar 23, 2006

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Guys im really sorry that i havent really posted, i have been really busy and been spending most of my time with my bf. Searching for a job and need it so i can move out. hate living at home.
mystic:
Good luck with the job hunting!xx
desmodius:
it's all good lass. real life stuff is a hell of a lot more important then an online journal. truth is i've been spending to much time on here.
i hope you get a job and get back on the independent side of life again...later

Sunday Jan 01, 2006

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New year already,well thank god the last one has gone but i beg of you please make this a better year for me biggrin
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mystic:
Hope your years better, and everyone elses too, mine inc! Yes, another Koontz fan, what's your fav?xx
desmodius:
hey you... what's up... ain't heard from you in a while? hope your years been working for you so far...
later

Wednesday Dec 28, 2005

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Well yesterday was a disaster but i have made a vow now ready for new year that by august i wont be this awful fat blob anymore. Ive come so far. My heighest weigh was 328lbs! im currently stuck at about 200 so the rest has got to go. This sucks. Some of you girls are just lucky *hugs*

Anyway gotta run, shower awaits me.
desmodius:
ppersonally, i think your hot... and i love the knotwork necklace too. it's nice. it's the scott in me, i see knotwork and i start drooling for castles and lochs. here nessy nessy... i will get there one day. i bloody swear it. anyway.
by the way. i myself weigh probably about three fifty right now, somewhere around that anyway. it's never bothered me though, and i am built so that it really doesn't look it. i'm just a mountain. my shoulders are wider then my gut. most people tell me that i don't realise how formiddable i look. fuck em...lol
anyway. new york is nice though i've rarely been there. again. enjoy yourself emensely.
keep the faithless.

Tuesday Dec 27, 2005

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Well i am finally back on here, have spent a lot of time concentrating on my body image and just generally trying to make myself happier. It was my 18th birthday on the 19th december so i'm officially allowed to be in here now lol. I got a new car for my birthday and a trip to new york for xmas, as well as all...
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desmodius:
have fun in new york.
nickzut:
great piercings
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