Meh, feel free to ignore this.
[ saw my ex-fianc at a Renaissance Faire over the weekend, and it stirred in me feelings I thought were dead. I mean, despite the fact that I've rationalized her response, it still hurt, yet here I am, desiring to be with her once again.
I don't want these feelings again. Things are working out between someone new, and I don't want to jeopardize them for yet another spectre from my past. I have said that I want to resume a friendship with her, but this is too much.
In addition, I realized that I'm not quite as over someone else as I originally thought. Yes, we both thought it was best not to date, but it still hurts being told you're not wanted.
But wait! There's more!
I've noticed a sort of phantom limb type of feeling, emanating from my back. I know, it's weird. It seems to only crop up when I am feeling a great deal of major negative emotions, like utter hatred (or positive emotions, like complete compassion; but it's definitely not from that). I just wanted to make it known.
[ saw my ex-fianc at a Renaissance Faire over the weekend, and it stirred in me feelings I thought were dead. I mean, despite the fact that I've rationalized her response, it still hurt, yet here I am, desiring to be with her once again.
I don't want these feelings again. Things are working out between someone new, and I don't want to jeopardize them for yet another spectre from my past. I have said that I want to resume a friendship with her, but this is too much.
In addition, I realized that I'm not quite as over someone else as I originally thought. Yes, we both thought it was best not to date, but it still hurts being told you're not wanted.
But wait! There's more!
I've noticed a sort of phantom limb type of feeling, emanating from my back. I know, it's weird. It seems to only crop up when I am feeling a great deal of major negative emotions, like utter hatred (or positive emotions, like complete compassion; but it's definitely not from that). I just wanted to make it known.