angelskill

Wow. I guess this is Dear John letter to all my SG friends,
You have helped me grow in confidence this year and I won't forget any of you but I won't be on much anymore. If you wanna connect with me just message me on here or facebook or IM me or something. I really wish I talked to alot of yall more.

Im never on due to holiday work hours and just being plain ole busy.
This christmas is going to be good for once. hopefully

I have been really sick recently and I might have surgery soon. I will try to update more once I know more. If you want to get a hold of me outside of sg send me a message..

"If It makes you happy then why the hell are you so sad."

So whats up with Angels lately?

Nothing.
I still havent found a job.
I got banished from my house for a weekend.
I havent been on SG a whole lot.
I have seriously been thinking about a change in scenery sometime really soon.

I have to admit I have a great life but I still wanna be pissy about that little things that get me down for instance:
I hate where I live,
I hate that I cant buy own groceries
I hate that I cant just get out for one night
I HATE that he is so far away
I hate that I cant have dick when...
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CH-CH-CH-CHANGES!!

Man I am on this Diabetes Prevention diet and it sucks!! I feel so weird having to think about what I'm eating and how much im eating. I feel like a total fatty! I want chocolate and mac and cheese and steakfingers!! Grr! This shit sucks but I need to get healthy.

In other news...
I have an interview tomorrow at a health care...
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Sorry I haven't updated recently.

Sbmick came to visit me on thursday and everything was perfect. He missed his first flight which made me super sad because he was going to show up like 2 hours later but he was able to catch his original connection so he got here on time! I was so freaking giddy at the airport. I literally ran from the...
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AH! Its already August 4th!! Brandon will be here tomorrow!! I am so excited I am not going to be able to sleep tonight. It's like Christmas but better!! Haha everyone in V and E and the BBA chat rooms better watch out cause there might be very interesting things on my cam this weekend!

I wish you never left me so broken.
I wish I never let you in.
I wish you would call one day.
I wish I didnt always have to make the first fucking move.
I wish I didn't have to defend myself all the time.

I wish I could stop wishing.