So the worst is done and over with...
Now to just pick up the pieces left over and put myself together again. Just in time for a new year I guess....
I think the hardest part was knowing that I was walking this road alone. that and how bad I would have wanted this experience if things were different.
It kills me that I won't be able to ever talk about this because those consequences will be bigger than the choice itself.
I just wish someone was here by my side to hold my hand, or rub my back or just make me feel less alone.... Oh man it kills me.
Now to just pick up the pieces left over and put myself together again. Just in time for a new year I guess....
I think the hardest part was knowing that I was walking this road alone. that and how bad I would have wanted this experience if things were different.
It kills me that I won't be able to ever talk about this because those consequences will be bigger than the choice itself.
I just wish someone was here by my side to hold my hand, or rub my back or just make me feel less alone.... Oh man it kills me.
charbo:
*hold your hand*
deadblackroses:
We can talk ya know? Via this whole 'Internet' thing.