So the worst is done and over with...
Now to just pick up the pieces left over and put myself together again. Just in time for a new year I guess....
I think the hardest part was knowing that I was walking this road alone. that and how bad I would have wanted this experience if things were different.
It kills me that I won't be able to ever talk about this because those consequences will be bigger than the choice itself.
I just wish someone was here by my side to hold my hand, or rub my back or just make me feel less alone.... Oh man it kills me.![frown](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/frown.cec081026989.gif)
Now to just pick up the pieces left over and put myself together again. Just in time for a new year I guess....
I think the hardest part was knowing that I was walking this road alone. that and how bad I would have wanted this experience if things were different.
It kills me that I won't be able to ever talk about this because those consequences will be bigger than the choice itself.
I just wish someone was here by my side to hold my hand, or rub my back or just make me feel less alone.... Oh man it kills me.
![frown](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/frown.cec081026989.gif)
charbo:
*hold your hand* ![frown](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/frown.cec081026989.gif)
![frown](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/frown.cec081026989.gif)
deadblackroses:
We can talk ya know? Via this whole 'Internet' thing.