i got out of work at 8:30 this morning which seems like it's going to be normal I doubt I'll ever get out on time. I just care a lot about the way things are and look before I leave and I indubitably care about the way that my clients look and smell especially since they are now off to school in the morning. Yesterday was their first day they were so excited and I made them a special breakfast. In an effort to use up some odds and ends I invented oatmeal, vanilla milk, applesauce, cinnamon pancakes which they really appreciated since every other day when the nurse who is usually on shift with me 'assembles' breakfast they all get plain oatmeal.
She really peeved me today the lazy wench because truth be told I was running like ten fifteen minutes behind schedule and they do have to be totally ready when the bus comes to get them but she stood in the door way as I'm on the floor putting socks and leg braces and shoes on someone and was like WE need to start earlier tomorrow the bus usually comes at quarter to 8 blah blah blah I just looked at her because there is no WE her ass is going to lay on the couch till seven o'clock when she might get up and tend to the one client who she absolutely has to because he has a traich and I'm going to do everything else. So what she meant to say was that she would like ME to start doing everything earlier because there is no way she is picking up any slack...not that I asked her to.
I was just spoiled yesterday because I had different nurse on who actually did stuff, informed me of things and interacted with me on a human level. So when the regular girl addressed me this morning I was just like oooookkkkkkaaay you do you and I am going to do everything else. I just get annoyed because I don't even mind doing all the work on a job or people who don't work but i can't even interact with her because she walks around with a blue tooth on whenever she is awake and i have been embarrassed by answering her in error enough times that I just don't even talk to her at all because 99% of the time even if she is talking and I'm the only one there she is not talking to me.
So now in theory I get to be off until Sunday. However there is this guy that works the shift that I originally applied for has a really long shift on Saturday ...it seems he is not fond of this because he keeps calling me to cover some of it which is fine more cash for me. Today might be a happy day though because though I have to drive really far to Flemington which is my old stomping grounds to go to the Planned Parenthood clinic and get my shot .....which seems pointless because I'm sadly not sleeping with anyone but I really believe in sexual health and taking care of the one body you get per lifetime....regardless that gives me the opportunity to at least be in an area where I know people and want to see some of them so that might be a source of much needed recreation.
If not I can always rely on online networking I took a peek on the old online dating websites that I used to like before cancer and I was immediately bombarded .....I forgot about that part. It can feel really awkward and overwhelming to get that amount of attention. It seems like a lot of these guys are really surprised to have an intelligent conversation with some one of the opposite sex. It makes me wonder what else is out there and what business it has making us look bad. I don't even care about that right now I do just want to go out today and try to have a good time today if i can.
She really peeved me today the lazy wench because truth be told I was running like ten fifteen minutes behind schedule and they do have to be totally ready when the bus comes to get them but she stood in the door way as I'm on the floor putting socks and leg braces and shoes on someone and was like WE need to start earlier tomorrow the bus usually comes at quarter to 8 blah blah blah I just looked at her because there is no WE her ass is going to lay on the couch till seven o'clock when she might get up and tend to the one client who she absolutely has to because he has a traich and I'm going to do everything else. So what she meant to say was that she would like ME to start doing everything earlier because there is no way she is picking up any slack...not that I asked her to.
I was just spoiled yesterday because I had different nurse on who actually did stuff, informed me of things and interacted with me on a human level. So when the regular girl addressed me this morning I was just like oooookkkkkkaaay you do you and I am going to do everything else. I just get annoyed because I don't even mind doing all the work on a job or people who don't work but i can't even interact with her because she walks around with a blue tooth on whenever she is awake and i have been embarrassed by answering her in error enough times that I just don't even talk to her at all because 99% of the time even if she is talking and I'm the only one there she is not talking to me.
So now in theory I get to be off until Sunday. However there is this guy that works the shift that I originally applied for has a really long shift on Saturday ...it seems he is not fond of this because he keeps calling me to cover some of it which is fine more cash for me. Today might be a happy day though because though I have to drive really far to Flemington which is my old stomping grounds to go to the Planned Parenthood clinic and get my shot .....which seems pointless because I'm sadly not sleeping with anyone but I really believe in sexual health and taking care of the one body you get per lifetime....regardless that gives me the opportunity to at least be in an area where I know people and want to see some of them so that might be a source of much needed recreation.
If not I can always rely on online networking I took a peek on the old online dating websites that I used to like before cancer and I was immediately bombarded .....I forgot about that part. It can feel really awkward and overwhelming to get that amount of attention. It seems like a lot of these guys are really surprised to have an intelligent conversation with some one of the opposite sex. It makes me wonder what else is out there and what business it has making us look bad. I don't even care about that right now I do just want to go out today and try to have a good time today if i can.