I am not sure what just happened....I have recently started watching NCIS and ....there was an incident a bomb...and the main character Special Agent Jethro Gibbs was severely injured. As I watched him experience the same trauma triage that I have recently experienced dramatic display of physical transfer (which I fucking hate on levels I can not describe to you) shirt being cut off (my favorite organic cotton purple shirt) and intubation. Critical but stable Trauma 1 that was me for ten days that was me 4 months ago. Hospitalized for a month relearn walking and eating ...you know stuff like that ...silly as it may sound I lost it in totality. Complete break down ...perhaps I am not taking this as well as I had assumed in origin. I'm getting over it Ziva just lost it too now I don't feel as ridiculous. Ziva is lets say my Kachina as it were as my best analogy.
thatsjustodd:
I still get an ache in my chest where my sternum was fractured and have a need to walk away when i see a car accident on tv. two years on I can still feel the jarring of the other car hitting mine when I see that stuff. Not surprising you lost it, so don't feel silly at all.