angelsarenymphos

i got out of work at 8:30 this morning which seems like it's going to be normal I doubt I'll ever get out on time. I just care a lot about the way things are and look before I leave and I indubitably care about the way that my clients look and smell especially since they are now off to school in the morning. Yesterday...
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got out of work late today ...which is kinda normal ....then I got home and the fam was screaming at each other so I just bolted up the stairs upon which I went on the Star Land Ball Room website because I have been really feeling like I don't do anything or go anywhere and I'm pretty lonely and I'm the only one who is...
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Spent all day getting re-certified in CPR and first aid........i got a hundred on all the tests but ironically I could sure use some mouth to mouth : /

I want a lover I don't have to love I want a boy that's so drunk he doesn't talk

Spent all day at the Cancer Institute (of NJ) trying to get things accomplished such as acquiring medications and trying to find out if anything perilous might be hiding in my left lung.......AGAIN as if I'm not freakin tired of this! But, I digress. It could be worse like in a half hour I will be making a two hour trip to the funeral of...
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I have been listening to a lot of Tool randomly lately from my late teens (I also was whipping out some Alice Cooper from when I was 6 but I digress) The only problem is that Tool and a bunch of the other stuff I listen to like Tori Amos and stuff like that require a working knowledge of ancient mythologies to understand it example:...
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I have been feeling more alive lately ....I mean not today in particular but I just feel like I have more opportunities open to me lately and I have to some how narrow my interests down and figure out what I'm doing all the way down to the dance studio I want to check out. ....I did a work shop with this particular woman once...
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I am not sure what just happened....I have recently started watching NCIS and ....there was an incident a bomb...and the main character Special Agent Jethro Gibbs was severely injured. As I watched him experience the same trauma triage that I have recently experienced dramatic display of physical transfer (which I fucking hate on levels I can not describe to you) shirt being cut off (my...
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I have to do hard things a lot of the time like cut the dogs nails...not because I don't care that he gets upset but because I care MORE about his health but I can only do like one nail a day because it takes all I have to hold down this THREE pound creature long enough and in a way where I can do...
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Haven't written anything in a while I guess sometimes I don't see the effin point. Anyway I'm trying to go back to work because even though I don't know that I think I'm 100% I would like things like a pay check and benefits so i can continue my treatment. that would probably be good. Right now I do a lot of gardening and stuff...
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I am so grateful right now because I'm starting to feel better and come to life for the day. Not that I have not accomplished a lot, i have been up since around 4 and moving around doing stuff since about 7:30 including draining some weird thing that has been full of liquid protruding from my dog ......he was pissed but now there is no...
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I have been pushing my body as much as I can the last few days between trying to make some dent in snow removal and working out harder than I have in a long time and extra house cleaning and moving furniture. I'm fairly sore and in some muscles that I'm puzzling to figure out which activity made them sore. i certainly wish I had...
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