angelkid

so now i have three jobs. I start job #3 saturday night after working a double at job #2. I'm too tired to elaborate and it looks like I may be too tired to do anything here very soon. wish me luck

OK so I'm going to elaborate on this unfortunate, whimsical, and utterly frustrating event that ruined about 16 hours of my life.

This will prove: 1) I'm an idiot and/or 2) God hates me

So yesterday the summer league soccer team I play on (Care Bears) had a match. We tied, we should have won, but we just came up short of the victory. Anyways...
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so thanks or no thanks to everyone who bought me birthday drinks through the entire week. I truly felt a high level of love or abuse from each and everyone of you. thanks . . .but not really. . .<3

So I've been away from here for quite some time. I'm back now. I missed it. maybe I'll make more friends on here. that's probably just wishful thinking.

New band in the works . .details forthcoming.

if you can't push me
shove me away
hold flame, sanguine
crash star cold star crash

scream yourself awake

back on the shore
you forgot who you are
back with the moon in your arms
you're not a common star

Thanks to everyone who supported, cohorted, cheered, and jeered Friendly User. This band has been the better half of my life for the last 2 and a half years. My bandmates rule and I hope we all find happiness with what comes for us in the future. This is hard to type as I know this will dissapoint a couple people but I'm just glad...
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someone shine for me
Current mood: lonely

to keep me here
would require your perception to clear
the last of bedside lullabies
and somber tales of a love divine.
shine. . the brights' only reflex is to first (shine)
over the whispers of lesser minds.

Currently listening:
Deftones
By Deftones
Release date: By 20 May, 2003

for the love of spring and gentle skin
for butterfly kisses and easy winds
for the thoughts and plans from May to June
for a little girl's folly from morning to noon
for the true muse behind these rhymes
for i am saying this isn't truly a valentine
for these days are not blessed, nope
for showing a lonely heart a glimpse of hope
for...
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Well after last night's display of unbridled fury I'm feeling. . . better. . not good per se, but better. Me hurt = exquisite plans of revenge. Alchohol me hurt = total chaos. My friends are precious. Thanks to all of them that were there (holding me back) and to the ones there in spirit. i know i'm too fragile for my own good. This...
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