I don't know if it'll help but try not to be angry at your dad. I know he's done wrong and it's awful, but being angry will just make you feel worse. Focus your energy on looking after your mum, if you can.
I am so very sorry to hear this luv I send you the biggest fuzziest feel safe *hugs* I can.
If you've never read it before, their is a poem called Rainbow Bridge out there somewhere. I burst into tears EVERY time I read it, but it is more of a happy cry now than a sad one. Cause I believe that will happen, and I will get to see my kitties Zack and Leo again there
I had stopped by to say hello, and that I was happy to see you as a member of the penpal group now.
Blah i have been watching the Living chanel all weekend which is cool coz i have got heeps of different ideas on what i want for my house but im a bit bumed that i havent done alot this weekend but veg out and watch tv in My PJs LOL .
xox