well, Dennis and I broke up two days ago if you haven't read. but he just got in from winston and was coming over to help me study and so i could cook him dinner. it was nice we cuddled and watching Moulin Rouge... he just kept holding me and rubbing my back and kissing me on the check and forehead and neck... then well... we made love on the floor and the couch and our bed. It was amazing as always. Then we took a shower together. But i don't know what this means for us yet. He says that he has to think about things, and i can't blame him for that... things just got really confusing. It was never a question that we didn't love each other very much, but he isn't ready and i can't force him to be. I promised that we can slow it down and things will be a lot different since he moved out. I love him ssssoooooo much; he is the most amazing person i've ever met. well, i guess that's it... i love you denny diablo... xoxo amy jo
wastedyears:
wow hun, I feel sorry for ya...being in some limbo type situation like that is tuff....almost like clean breaks are better ya know. Hope things work out for you, but I swear, I can't even imagine being 18 again....nothing stays the same for very long at that age. 