So after yesterday I feel like I am some how in way over my head. I tried to register for school and the advisor did not want to help me because I am a music major. So he had me talk to this lady and I was going to go see her in person but by the time i was going to go I called and she was teaching a class. But I did talk to some one who told me some of the classes I need to take, the only thing that gets me is I told her I play the violin and she gave me the number and website to MCC's band. I looked at the pics and as i expected it is band now why the hell if i told you I am strings would you send me to band makes no sense to me, In my mid it is like me telling you I am english and you sending me to history
. So i am discouraged and dont know what to do now. I just want my real fucking life to start no more fucking undergrad school and shitty joob that i want to hurt some one i work with every day cause the are a buch of fucking rednecks that hate everytihing I am abuut. Ok enough with the rambling I am going to go look for a part time job now if all works out I should be working security at the marquee.

