So, i guess i really ought to update...loads has happened since xmas, some good, some bad....
Friday night (28th) through Sunday 30th were awsome all round
Went out with friends around Bridlington on Fri, and a guy i met the other week came to see me at about 1 in the morning...bless he drove about 20 miles to come for a drink with me What a sweetheart! Saturday i went out in Driffield with my sister and brother for his 21st. Aforementioned guy came and met me in the pub, ended up getting very wasted and must have told me 'I like you' a million times 
He also came over for a video night Sunday....not sure whats happening there, but i quite like him (even though he is too young for me again - 21!) and he has put absolutley no pressure on me for anything, if you get my drift...I'm not going to start anything with me moving and all anyway, so he is good company for me right now.
However, it is this developing friendship that led to NYE being absolutley, totally dreadful for the most part. As people who read my blogs regularly will know who i mean when i say Ian...he has been great for the most part, until recently. He ended up being a rebound guy, and i realised this very quickly. Luckily (i thought) i had told him i did not want a relationship, and when i neglected him for a few weeks he suggested we just be friends (Doh - we were anyway!!)...good job he doesn't subscribe to SG or he would have realised i developed a good old teeny crush on someone else!! Bah....
Anyway, he was taking me to Nottingham to meet some friends and see in the New Year. I didn't want to go, but i didn't want to disapoint him, so we went. I was a bit snarly with him in the car - when i am resentful or angry i find it hard to hide
But when we got to the hotel i realised i was being a bitch, apologised and asked him just to give me 30 mins to myself to get ready. His mates where in the pub next to the hotel so he said yes and left me too it. I rung my sister for a good old bitch whilst putting on my makeup, i needed to get it out of my system. When he came back for me 30 mins later i was in fine fettle and ready to make sure i didn't ruin anyones night. We had a few drinks in the first pub, before moving onto one called Speak Easy....and thats exactly what Ian decided to do. He asked me why i was withdrawn more, decided i had met someone else, and asked me about it. I told him it was none of his business, and he went mental. Who is he, does he know him, how could i do this too him, why did i not tell him etc etc....when i say he went mental too, i really mean it. He was literally screaming inches from my face, and when i refused to look at him he wrenched me around by the neck. It hurt. By this point i was pretty upset and shaken, so i text the lovely deadmanshand and he, like a knight in shining armour, came to my rescue. I spent the rest of the evening nattering and drinking with him and the wonderful purplesiamese....i can never repay them enough, they have been awesome. Thanks guys!!! I don't know what i would have done if they had not welcomed me 
Ian gave a lift home the next day, which was full of snipes against me alternated with tears as he told me he loved me. Joy....all this and i have not even properly met someone. The guy i have met is so far a friend - yes one i like in the other way, and one i may have had a snog with, but ffs!!! Besides...I AM MOVING!!!! What did he ever think was going to happen? I feel awful about hurting him, i never meant to. I never would. But i was always honest, never led him on and he does this...Tosser.
Anyway, I won't be online for a few days - i am going to Mansfield tomorrow to stay with killa_overnight, before we head off to Bristol for the meet Fri and Sat....i am so excited, i really cannot wait! There are so many people going that i love to bits and can't wait to see again, and i can't wait to meet the rest of you!
Everyone have a great time and i'll catch you all Monday probs xxx
Friday night (28th) through Sunday 30th were awsome all round
Went out with friends around Bridlington on Fri, and a guy i met the other week came to see me at about 1 in the morning...bless he drove about 20 miles to come for a drink with me
What a sweetheart! Saturday i went out in Driffield with my sister and brother for his 21st. Aforementioned guy came and met me in the pub, ended up getting very wasted and must have told me 'I like you' a million times He also came over for a video night Sunday....not sure whats happening there, but i quite like him (even though he is too young for me again - 21!) and he has put absolutley no pressure on me for anything, if you get my drift...I'm not going to start anything with me moving and all anyway, so he is good company for me right now.
However, it is this developing friendship that led to NYE being absolutley, totally dreadful for the most part. As people who read my blogs regularly will know who i mean when i say Ian...he has been great for the most part, until recently. He ended up being a rebound guy, and i realised this very quickly. Luckily (i thought) i had told him i did not want a relationship, and when i neglected him for a few weeks he suggested we just be friends (Doh - we were anyway!!)...good job he doesn't subscribe to SG or he would have realised i developed a good old teeny crush on someone else!! Bah....
Anyway, he was taking me to Nottingham to meet some friends and see in the New Year. I didn't want to go, but i didn't want to disapoint him, so we went. I was a bit snarly with him in the car - when i am resentful or angry i find it hard to hide
But when we got to the hotel i realised i was being a bitch, apologised and asked him just to give me 30 mins to myself to get ready. His mates where in the pub next to the hotel so he said yes and left me too it. I rung my sister for a good old bitch whilst putting on my makeup, i needed to get it out of my system. When he came back for me 30 mins later i was in fine fettle and ready to make sure i didn't ruin anyones night. We had a few drinks in the first pub, before moving onto one called Speak Easy....and thats exactly what Ian decided to do. He asked me why i was withdrawn more, decided i had met someone else, and asked me about it. I told him it was none of his business, and he went mental. Who is he, does he know him, how could i do this too him, why did i not tell him etc etc....when i say he went mental too, i really mean it. He was literally screaming inches from my face, and when i refused to look at him he wrenched me around by the neck. It hurt. By this point i was pretty upset and shaken, so i text the lovely deadmanshand and he, like a knight in shining armour, came to my rescue. I spent the rest of the evening nattering and drinking with him and the wonderful purplesiamese....i can never repay them enough, they have been awesome. Thanks guys!!! I don't know what i would have done if they had not welcomed me
Ian gave a lift home the next day, which was full of snipes against me alternated with tears as he told me he loved me. Joy....all this and i have not even properly met someone. The guy i have met is so far a friend - yes one i like in the other way, and one i may have had a snog with, but ffs!!! Besides...I AM MOVING!!!! What did he ever think was going to happen? I feel awful about hurting him, i never meant to. I never would. But i was always honest, never led him on and he does this...Tosser.
Anyway, I won't be online for a few days - i am going to Mansfield tomorrow to stay with killa_overnight, before we head off to Bristol for the meet Fri and Sat....i am so excited, i really cannot wait! There are so many people going that i love to bits and can't wait to see again, and i can't wait to meet the rest of you!
Everyone have a great time and i'll catch you all Monday probs xxx
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hope you have a fun weekend hun!!!