HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!
Or Samhain for all my pagan friends...
Being a Wiccan myself, its Samhain for me. Like a new year. I thought i would write a blog to remember all the weird stuff that has been happening since last Halloween, and what a mess it has been too....
It was Halloween last year when things first went really odd in my love life. I broke up with Jack - the guy i had been seeing on and off for about 1 and a half years. I finally got sick of his constant pot smoking - he NEVER did anything else....we then got back together at xmas only to break up again just after. He now hates me and thinks i am a twisted cunt, apparantley. Nice. I started seeing Luke (the annoying Ex i am still friends with), but that fizzled out for me because he never spoke to me. I don't see the point in being in a relationship if you don't communicate, although considering he is still asking me to marry him i doubt he would agree there. I seemed to move from one shitty relationship to the next until Download, where i met the last Mr. Despite a large distance between us we managed to go out for around 4 months, until as you all know we broke up a few weeks ago. I'm still gutted about it, and to be frank pretty sick of other men cracking onto me now they know i am single. Its great to know they find me attractive, but for fucks sake, i am so not over him yet, and tbh i have no idea how long it will take me. I usually move on quickly, but not this time. Its driving me mad.
Download was a highlight of the year in June - i had an amazing time! As were visits from various SG memebers, and The London Tattoo Convention (before i got dumped).
So, what are my plans for the next year?
Sort my head out. Stop doing stupid things like self harm etc to try and cope, talk instead!
Move to London...I can't wait! pinklet and i are hoping to move early next year
Stop focusing on my love life so much - as you can tell from the above its always been the main focus of my life and it is doing me no good at all
Shoot a frigging SG set!!!! God Damn, i need a photographer...
Lose weight...
What else people? xxx
Or Samhain for all my pagan friends...
Being a Wiccan myself, its Samhain for me. Like a new year. I thought i would write a blog to remember all the weird stuff that has been happening since last Halloween, and what a mess it has been too....
It was Halloween last year when things first went really odd in my love life. I broke up with Jack - the guy i had been seeing on and off for about 1 and a half years. I finally got sick of his constant pot smoking - he NEVER did anything else....we then got back together at xmas only to break up again just after. He now hates me and thinks i am a twisted cunt, apparantley. Nice. I started seeing Luke (the annoying Ex i am still friends with), but that fizzled out for me because he never spoke to me. I don't see the point in being in a relationship if you don't communicate, although considering he is still asking me to marry him i doubt he would agree there. I seemed to move from one shitty relationship to the next until Download, where i met the last Mr. Despite a large distance between us we managed to go out for around 4 months, until as you all know we broke up a few weeks ago. I'm still gutted about it, and to be frank pretty sick of other men cracking onto me now they know i am single. Its great to know they find me attractive, but for fucks sake, i am so not over him yet, and tbh i have no idea how long it will take me. I usually move on quickly, but not this time. Its driving me mad.
Download was a highlight of the year in June - i had an amazing time! As were visits from various SG memebers, and The London Tattoo Convention (before i got dumped).
So, what are my plans for the next year?
Sort my head out. Stop doing stupid things like self harm etc to try and cope, talk instead!
Move to London...I can't wait! pinklet and i are hoping to move early next year
Stop focusing on my love life so much - as you can tell from the above its always been the main focus of my life and it is doing me no good at all
Shoot a frigging SG set!!!! God Damn, i need a photographer...
Lose weight...
What else people? xxx
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