Sigh...Single again. I have no luck with men at all...well himself anyway. After thinking about it all week i finally ended it for good this morning. By txt, which i know is awful 
I just knew i would never do it if i saw him face to face. I couldn't do it if i had too look at him...God i am pathetic, starting to cy as i type this. I do love him, but it would never have worked. I'm hoping he will see that in the long run. You shouldn't be with someone if all you want to do is change them, and thats what i wanted to do. Thats not fair of me, especially when he will find a woman who will love him for who he is and share the same views. Unfortunatley that doesn't mean i am not gutted, although i suspect he will think i just don't care.
I'm not sure where to go from here...he txt me saying he loves me but doesn't understand what i want from him. Me either, and thats the problem.
Ah well, i will get over this and so will he. Might take a while though....
love you all xxxx
I just knew i would never do it if i saw him face to face. I couldn't do it if i had too look at him...God i am pathetic, starting to cy as i type this. I do love him, but it would never have worked. I'm hoping he will see that in the long run. You shouldn't be with someone if all you want to do is change them, and thats what i wanted to do. Thats not fair of me, especially when he will find a woman who will love him for who he is and share the same views. Unfortunatley that doesn't mean i am not gutted, although i suspect he will think i just don't care.
I'm not sure where to go from here...he txt me saying he loves me but doesn't understand what i want from him. Me either, and thats the problem.
Ah well, i will get over this and so will he. Might take a while though....
love you all xxxx
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I wish I could give you a hug right now.