anesthesia

woke up on the wrong side of life this morning

ok...who can name the band that my headline is from??? anyone????

anyways...that about sums it up. seriously. everything is really crappy right now and im not sure how much more of it i can handle. those people i rear ended the other day? yeah theyre claiming personal injuries to my insurance company. fucking BULLSHIT.

my boyfriends friend just died so in addition to that being really crappy and sad (and bringing back some of my own painful memories), that also means i dont get to see him for a week longer than i expected. LAME. im so sick of never seeing him, i miss him so much! plus i wish there was something i could do to make him less sad, but there isnt...

also, my tattoo is still red. not really gunky anymore but red...which still worries me a bit.

OH, and my pet rat has a tumor, so i have to take her to the vet tomorrow. shes probably going to have to be euthanized, and i'm really sad about it. even though she doesnt like me, shes still my pet and i dont want her to die!

oh and i got a bullshit bad grade on a paper i wrote today, which really pissed me off. she said we could use whichever citation format we wanted, and then i got points taken off because they thought i was misusing MLA format but really i was just using CORRECT APA FORMAT!!! weeeeaaaaakkkkk!

and this rain isnt helping, and my nose wont stop running and im having...personal issues with my new birth control pills. OH and theres something wrong with my mutual fund so in addition to the fact that it's LOSING MONEY, it also has 70 more of my dollars in it than it should, so it's losing MORE of my money than it should be!!!!!

i could go on but i think i'll stop for now. happy fucking thursday.