anesthesia

betrayed


my fucking "best friend" just did something to me that i think is really fucked up. im furious. dont ask what it was cuz i wont tell you. but im so mad because you think your friends look out for your best interest and dont do things that they know would hurt you. but i guess thats not true.

i hate that. you feel like, ok theres one person in the fucking world who cares about me enough to not screw me over. but its never true. people do things for THEM, not for their friends, unless its convenient. i feel like no one is different, and its like the only person i can trust just fucked that up hardcore. alcohol is BAD, folks.

in other news, DJ got out of jail. thats right. i couldnt fucking believe it. of course theres drama associated with that, too...but hey at least its real live drama and not drama from inside a jail cell, right?

uhmmmmm...not much else to say. i have a headache. grrrrr. DJ is gone for a whole week now, which kinda sucks. but hes seeing his family, which im sure is nice for him...

mmk thats it....but you know there will be more drama soon...