I start my new job tomorrow.

My grandpa's funeral is thursday. That's going to be weird.
I've never been to a funeral before.
My uncles are coming into town again. IT will be good to see them again. Too bad for the circumstances. This is their dad. I can't imagine how they're feeling. Not to mention my own dad. He's not taking this very well at all. I'm really worried. We ( my family) have this tendency to self medicate. I think that's what he's been doing. I don't know. OUr relationship has been pretty bad lately. Who knows. Maybe this will be the thing to finally heal those wounds. I don't know.
anyway, enough of that.
thanksgiving is coming up soon. I'm excited. PIes, stuffing, potatoes. yum yum.




that's all. I don't have much to say.
