Fuck I wish people read this shit. I know that sounds a but narcissistic but I really think I need an outlet or something.
I just found all my Diaryland blogs from early 2000s, I was in my early 20s at the time and while I was a daft idiot, I let go of so much of what is inside of me. I embellished and tried to sound much deeper than I really was, but at least I said something.
But in the early 2000s, the Internet landscape was totally different than it is today. Now it's a sea of people with far more to say than me. And it's also not on a site dedicated to hot, naked women with tats. I'm a guy among HOW many other guys? It's an endless sea of people that have more to say, and do it in a far better way than me.
That doesn't mean I don't want input. I think I need it. I think I need a connection with others. Like minded people. But I think I need to participate more, talk more. Whatever, more. At least I'm able to say it and such here, I'm opening myself up.
Be my friend? Pretty please? Just don't be one of those classless hopefulls that add me just cuz they're trying to get more people to vote on their MR sets. When I figured out that racket... Let's just say it was a bit of a facepalm, and pissed on my self esteem a bit
I just found all my Diaryland blogs from early 2000s, I was in my early 20s at the time and while I was a daft idiot, I let go of so much of what is inside of me. I embellished and tried to sound much deeper than I really was, but at least I said something.
But in the early 2000s, the Internet landscape was totally different than it is today. Now it's a sea of people with far more to say than me. And it's also not on a site dedicated to hot, naked women with tats. I'm a guy among HOW many other guys? It's an endless sea of people that have more to say, and do it in a far better way than me.
That doesn't mean I don't want input. I think I need it. I think I need a connection with others. Like minded people. But I think I need to participate more, talk more. Whatever, more. At least I'm able to say it and such here, I'm opening myself up.
Be my friend? Pretty please? Just don't be one of those classless hopefulls that add me just cuz they're trying to get more people to vote on their MR sets. When I figured out that racket... Let's just say it was a bit of a facepalm, and pissed on my self esteem a bit
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mutantbaby1:
I just go with the flow man. That's what I've learned the 3 years I've been on SG. This isn't a popularity contest to me. I'm here to network with a few industry peeps and support the girls. I let everything else fall into place. Don't let shit around here get to you man. Or else you could become bitter and jaded. All the technology in the world and people still need ANGER management! I don't have cool blogs about my travels and such. I'm just boring and uninteresting, and until that changes I'm fine with it 
lavender_:
I'm here.